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Dispair, emptiness
See the hatred wasted on yourself
Face down taste the dust
Its getting harder everyday
just to find a reason not to endit all yourself
Suicide on the street everywhere
around you watch it breed
It begins to bury you in self induced rejection

So now your wasted, broken down
I see through your ignorance
Penetrate the surface of your insecure inside
Next...
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Welcome to our sanguinary sect of worship
Feel at home in our black conventicle
As we Anathmatise all of those
who oppose us
Don't summon the Devil
Don't call the Priest
If you need the strength
The Conjuring, OBEY

Behold,the flames rise from
the compass' cardinal points
Burn the sacred oils
and with the ashes you'll annoint

Arrange the symbols of the
wizard, and magician...
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My lifes on time
But again my sense is late
Feel a might unsteady
but still I have to play
Six to one the odds
and we have the highest stakes
as once again I gamble
with my very life today

Highly polished metal
The oil makes it gleam
Fill the terror chamber
your mind begins to scream
Your life is like a trigger
Never...
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I really wanted to quote some great lyrics, but nothing is really clicking and I dont know the words to this song on Tool's Lateralis. But if ya wanna be where I am right now its track 3. That and track 9 or 10...I forget. Those are the only two songs that I really like on this CD, as I feel its too much like...
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Excuse the outburst but, had to vent. I have however properly sedated myself and I feel tranquil at present. Maybe its the song running though my head:

Dawn of light lying between a silence and sold sources chased amidst fusions of wonder in moments hardly seen forgotten, coloured in pastures of chance dancing leaves cast spells of challenge, amused but real in thought
we fled...
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I just dont even know what to say anymore....maybe Ill just pray for death. Its either that or Im gonna fill this space with lots of "Fuck Yous and Fuck hers and Fuck Hims and FucK Thats and Fuck Everything" Its taking everything to just not give up...If only th altenatives were better, I wouldn tbe here anymore. Whats a more pathetic rationalization than that?

Memories, how they fade so fast
look back, there is no escape
Tied down, now you see too late
Lovers, they will never wait

I am a camera

Take heart, I could never let you go
And you, always let the feeling show
Love us all, how you never broke your heart
You lose them
If you feel the feeling start

I am a camera,...
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Well kids, the lesson of the day is "Grounding". When working on a live electrical outlet, hook up the ground wire LAST!. Cause if you happen to accidently make contact with either the ground or the neutral wire while also in contact with the "hot" lead or wire...you complete the circuit. Which is bad...Blew myself halfway across the room today, also ripping my thumb open...
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You say you love me
and I hardly know your name
and if I say I love you
in the candlelight
Ive no one but myself to blame
But theres something inside
thats turning my mind away
Oh how I could love you
If I could let you stay

Its late-and Im bleeding deep inside
Its late-is it just my sickly pride
Too...
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This is getting old and so are you
Everything you know and never knew
Will run through your fingers just like sand
- enjoy it while you can -
Like a snake between two stones
It itches, in your bones
Take a deep breath and swallow, your sorrow, tomorrow
Raise the cup and let’s propose a toast
To the thing that hurts you most
It’s...
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