I am thankfully that I only have 190 days left in this shit hole area.
I've been kinda in a slump and I don't know why exactly. I'm in Portland this weekend and with those that I care about and enjoy their company but I've been pretty reserved for the most part.
It's probibly because I'm lonely and have been for a very long time and the holidays are coming up and yet again I have no one to share it with on "that" level. I see all the guys at work and they are all happily married or happily with a signifigant other and I'm glad they are happy, but more sad that I'm missing out.
I really like this site because I can type whatever the fuck I want and some people may read it, but most wont, and I don't have to worry about being judged or blown off by an attractive women for speaking my mind.
I've been kinda in a slump and I don't know why exactly. I'm in Portland this weekend and with those that I care about and enjoy their company but I've been pretty reserved for the most part.
It's probibly because I'm lonely and have been for a very long time and the holidays are coming up and yet again I have no one to share it with on "that" level. I see all the guys at work and they are all happily married or happily with a signifigant other and I'm glad they are happy, but more sad that I'm missing out.
I really like this site because I can type whatever the fuck I want and some people may read it, but most wont, and I don't have to worry about being judged or blown off by an attractive women for speaking my mind.
sherman_tank1:
some people do read these things, just thought i'd drop you a line. perhaps, we should do lunch. well, i've go to go... don't hang yourself.