Hi all,

So I promised you a few days (nights?) ago that I would do a proper update for you all. I'm not sure how many of you are interested, but I guess writing things out helps me release my feelings and stuff too--so here it is.

Still no work.

Unfortunately, I am still unemployed. I have been out of work now since October, 2014. I have been applying for so many jobs, but I haven't had any luck yet. I have had phone interviews, online assessments, group interviews and one-on-one interviews and still haven't got anything. My financial situation has gotten really bad. I am starting to find it difficult to feed myself, and I can't buy petrol or transport to go anywhere. I have a credit card debt hanging over my head too because I am silly and thought that I would have work by now.

Help get me to Sydney in February.

For a while now, I have been booked to be part of a shootfest for Suicide Girls and Suicide Girl Hopefuls in Sydney. This is happening in February--on the 21st and 22nd. I will be shooting my third and fourth sets for this site, with the lovely ladies @victory and @atlanticlungs. I am incredibly excited to be a part of this, but because of my financial situation, I am in need of help. I created a gofundme.com account to try and gather enough funds to book flights and travel to and from the venue. So I am asking, please, if you can spare anything at all, please donate to my fund and help me get to Sydney!

* CLICK HERE TO DONATE *

Sneaky peeks.

Back in September, @viridiana and I did a shoot together. This was shot by @atlanticlungs. Although originally it was going to be a full set, it looks like this is going to be a mini set instead. I haven't got the full set back yet, but I thought I'd upload the sneaky peeks I got sent not too long ago. Just something for all you fans out there! Hehe.

New hair... again.

In an attempt to make myself look a little more professional, a few weeks back I changed my hair--again. Although I did leave a small blue section, my hair is now the darkest it has been in a very long time. I have dyed it a brown black colour, as close to my natural hair colour as I could find. I am not incredibly happy with it--I really do prefer my crazy colourful hair--but I figured it would be easier to land a job with normal-ish hair. Here's some pics.

Piercings.

Recently I made the decision to remove both one of my lip piercings and one of my nipple piercings. Both were causing issues and being irritable, and I figured with the hair change and all that it really was getting about time. Now I am back to the one lip ring and septum piercing on my face, and I still have my left nipple pierced (I've changed that one back to a bar). I do miss my piercings a little bit, but I just try not to think about the loss.

Anyway, enough about me for now I think. I hope all of you had fun over Christmas and New Years, and please, if you can donate to help me get to Sydney in February--even a little bit--I would greatly appreciate it. I'll post the link again here.

* DONATE TO GET ME TO SYDNEY HERE *

Love to you all,

Faeviel xxx