Haven't been online for a while. Feeling really grouchy without my ganja. 
Fucking Kansas City this time of year is like living in Ethiopia when it comes to the green. Is this what happens when you get older? You loose all of your connections? If it keeps up, I may have to go to the doc and get on the antidepressants I so desperately do...
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Fucking Kansas City this time of year is like living in Ethiopia when it comes to the green. Is this what happens when you get older? You loose all of your connections? If it keeps up, I may have to go to the doc and get on the antidepressants I so desperately do... Read More
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Midnight
The dark world enfolds me in it's midnight embrace--
shadows caressing me with their velvety touch.
I feel the demons grab and bite and twist me
and I savor the sweet sensation of pain
as they sink their sharp teeth into my soul and
take me beyond the world I thought I knew.
All I'd been told of, all I'd been taught,
all I'd...
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The dark world enfolds me in it's midnight embrace--
shadows caressing me with their velvety touch.
I feel the demons grab and bite and twist me
and I savor the sweet sensation of pain
as they sink their sharp teeth into my soul and
take me beyond the world I thought I knew.
All I'd been told of, all I'd been taught,
all I'd...
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devil_bitch:
That is a beautiful journal entry. I would love to go to a show with you sometime. Now I just need the cash. Seraphim Shock played in Lawrence lastnight but I couldn't go because I had class. Damn education!! I will send you my yahoo screen name again. The new pic rocks too. You are so beautiful. I will try to keep in touch but I am really bad about stuff like that. Take care babe.
gabse_sagua:
yes! awesome pics>
Yeah--it's Friday and I'm starting to feel like a human being again, my favorite candidate won the debate last night and life is looking better, maybe?? At least I only had to work 2 days this week, even if I did have to be miserably sick to get the days off--lol. Maybe by Monday, I'll even be able to breathe again! Here is a poem...
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ravenscalling:
Hey, beautiful. I'm sorry to hear that you're still sick. That really sucks. I hope you get to feeling better soon.
Kerry bade Bush look like a fool last night. I thought it was great.
Deluded temptress. Such a nice lady. I think she needs a
!
Luv ya lots Me
Kerry bade Bush look like a fool last night. I thought it was great.
Deluded temptress. Such a nice lady. I think she needs a
!
Luv ya lots
Me
worlds:
Where in KC are you, I was by the Uptown theatre last night, it would have been great to run into you, but I probably wouldn't have recognized you anyway, but still.
Feel like I've been in a germ coma for days now, I know it's not, but i'm not used to sleeping for 20 hours and STILL feeling tired. My usually assholish boss took one look at me this morning and told me to go home (of course, I kept going in his office and coughing without covering my mouth, that might've helped). Checking email and...
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borisboris668:
Yeah, I hope you get to feeling better soon....On a totally selfish note, I just wanna see more "hopefulls" pics...I'm sorry, I'm an asshole...lol. But seriously what do you have, Mono? 20 hours of sleep???? lol...Take lots of NyQuil and call us when you wake up, that's my advice....it works for me. NyQuil is lika a wonder-drug, it works on you while you sleep...that's the best. Okay, get better and keep it real babe!
mr_ruckus:
Yaaaaaaaaaay!
Well, here we are--another Monday morning--my favorite (yeah right). Seems my sick household has finally passed the sick germs to me and I feel like SHIT this morning. Can't breathe, can hardly move, just wanna get back in bed. Oh well, I'm gonna trudge my way through the day. I figure if I'm already feeling THIS crappy, I'll be feeling more crappy tomorrow, so I'd...
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worlds:
I Love You, Pass it on.
punknitemike:
creepy can be good, why cant we be creepy together? 
Well, the weekend's almost over, and as predicted, I accomplished nothing. I wonder: Is there a magnet in the couch that keeps my butt from getting up?
Guess the GREEN stuff must be the magnet. I DID get to watch a few good movies--"Wrong Turn", "Bowling for Columbine" and some documentary on Iraq which made me even more disgusted with our country's current figure-head. This...
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Guess the GREEN stuff must be the magnet. I DID get to watch a few good movies--"Wrong Turn", "Bowling for Columbine" and some documentary on Iraq which made me even more disgusted with our country's current figure-head. This...
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timeoftheeclipse:
crap, sorry for the lack of posts to you, but ive been uber busy
im hoping to make it to the kmfdm show and the ministry show and countless others i really cant afford right now
who knows
maybe ill run into you somewhere
that would be cool
keep on being so cool
and what the hell is 'green'?
im hoping to make it to the kmfdm show and the ministry show and countless others i really cant afford right now
who knows
maybe ill run into you somewhere
that would be cool
keep on being so cool
and what the hell is 'green'?
ravenscalling:
Hey you! I've been neglecting my computer as well. I've been playing Fable A LOT. I swear that game can suck your life away.
We watched "Wrong Turn" the other night, and tonight we watched an odd movie called "Love Object". A twisted tale of an obsessive man and his love doll. I picked it out, based on its description, and was pleasantly surprised.
So your son's going to be a football star someday. I'm glad he did well at his game on saturday. Maybe I should have gone, considering I was up at 8 am. That's only because I slept all day on friday, and all night too.
What a wasted weekend. Maybe I'll get to see you tomorrow? You know I'm free monday and tuesday. Maybe we can hang out for a while.
Me
We watched "Wrong Turn" the other night, and tonight we watched an odd movie called "Love Object". A twisted tale of an obsessive man and his love doll. I picked it out, based on its description, and was pleasantly surprised.
So your son's going to be a football star someday. I'm glad he did well at his game on saturday. Maybe I should have gone, considering I was up at 8 am. That's only because I slept all day on friday, and all night too.
What a wasted weekend. Maybe I'll get to see you tomorrow? You know I'm free monday and tuesday. Maybe we can hang out for a while.
MeWell, thank the goddess it's finally Friday! I feel the impending doom lifting from my shoulders already. Being the antisocial person that I am, I have no plans for the weekend, but sleep, computer and couch. The green stuff makes it easier to stay on the couch for long periods of time. No wonder I never accomplish anything, huh? 
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slaughtervein:
Regardless, hope all is going well for you my dear. Enjoy your weekend.
extreme:
just kickin it
Jesus, it was impossible to get outta bed this morning. I spent the evening with Ravenscalling
last nite and couldn't tear myself away from her dark beauty to go to bed. It was worth it, though. Why does it seem like the BEST sleep always comes between when you hit the "snooze" button and when it starts going off again? Does anyone else enjoy sleep...
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last nite and couldn't tear myself away from her dark beauty to go to bed. It was worth it, though. Why does it seem like the BEST sleep always comes between when you hit the "snooze" button and when it starts going off again? Does anyone else enjoy sleep...
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junebug:
I sooo relate...mutherfuk a snooze button just yank the cord outta the socket and roll over and snuggle up....Heres to 1 more wake up...tomarrows is my vampire movie day sooo im stoked it shall be a fun work day......hell i might just bite someone
williamtrinity:
I sleep so damn much, it's stupid.
Well, today is another day--I did wake up feeling a little cheerier today--at least the week is almost halfway done. I AM grateful I have a job at all, so I won't bitch anymore. I'm dying to get my other nipple pierced and my nose pierced, but can' t come up with the $$ right now. Seems like I've been waiting forever to be able...
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ravenscalling:
Hey, I got to see you last nite. That was awesome. sorry if I stayed too late. You were kinda sleepy when I left. We'll do it again soon
We'll do it again soon
junebug:
I always say im gonna play the lottery but never do.. oh well If i had more money id just be in more debit somehow id find away to fuckin blow it on something dumb....heeeh have fun at work the rest of the week 2 days left...
Woke up today feeling like I just didn't want to go to work. Doesn't it suck to spend 8 hours every day doing meaningless tasks that are unfufilling to yourself and others? Jesus, I hate it.
I wrote a poem in tribute of my current attitude toward this world. Here it is:
Walled In
Here I sit in a four-walled room
thoughts darkening with gloom....
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I wrote a poem in tribute of my current attitude toward this world. Here it is:
Walled In
Here I sit in a four-walled room
thoughts darkening with gloom....
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extreme:
late night huh 
extreme:
peaks and valleys, thus is life
theres pot everywhere here... good shit tooo..
but u probably didnt want to hear that