i honestly suck. i see no good in me. i know a lot of people hate reading about how others feel like shit but i have no other real way so i will here. i am back to working like three-four days a week again and have school. i seem to not make myself or others happy. i thought i was getting better. i thought i was beinging to see the light, but it always goes out when i am just one inch away. 
my body aches. 
i just dont feel right in the skin i am in. ah well, no one really cares so i will stop here. hope all is well with everyone.
my body aches. i just dont feel right in the skin i am in. ah well, no one really cares so i will stop here. hope all is well with everyone. VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
i know it's hard to like one's life. i used to go through that a lot. but then somehow, one day, i sat down and thought about the good things that a i did have. and while they were vastly outnumbered by the bad, i did have some good things about me and in my life, and that helped. so i started to focus on them, and then things got a bit better. and i was less miserable. and now, things are pretty good. sure, there are days when it's all pure shit, but you have to take it one day at a time, and hope that the next day is better. usually it is.
*hugs* from a stranger.