UPDATE: Today is my mum's birthday. she's 47. she actually like the crap i got her for her birthday. she is a huge knick knack junkie. its real sad at times all this crap around the house. she does have taste in it though. i wrote a poem today not in homor of the day my mother was born but about some deep feelings i been having that need to be let out.
love
it burns into your soul and you cant fight
no matter how hard you try
love from a distance is even worse
you would crawl on your hands and knees through glass to just touch.
to touch the skin of your loved one
letting it melt under your heated touch
my body aches to see you, to touch you, to make love to you
caring so deeply for someone,
hoping, praying, wishing you feel the same way.
we arent written in stone, not yet
Faith and trust
That is all i have
i love you
need you and care about you
maybe i shouldnt have fallen in love
but i did and the thought of being in your arms is bliss
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I am really bored with my life right now. i dont know what to do. stuck in a rut. my ex tried to ask me if i wanted to be friends with benifits. what the hell?!?! i told him to go fuck himself. i tried to be friends but i dont know. my parnets got pissed at me for buying a cd. my dad was ready to hit me for spending $13.99. i havent spent on me latley. its all been bills, school, etc. nothing on fun really. i spend a little on a cd i been wanting for a long ass time and i am attacked for it. the cd by the way is Rob Zombie past present & future. huge rob zombie fan for a long time. ah well...i so need to move out. "there's nothing for me here so i'll just disappear..."leave it to an old beatles tune to speak volumes on how i feel. i miss my kungfukender so bad. i love him so much too. it sucks. i need to get to new york some how. colorado, california, illinois, ohio, and of course canada are other places i need to stop in. Damn making friends on this site and all of them being so far away. Grr! i been debating submitting a set to SG. i dont know got many pros and some cons to it. ah well we shall see. i need some sleep but i cant sleep. ah well i am use to it. g'night or rather morning all.
love
it burns into your soul and you cant fight
no matter how hard you try
love from a distance is even worse
you would crawl on your hands and knees through glass to just touch.
to touch the skin of your loved one
letting it melt under your heated touch
my body aches to see you, to touch you, to make love to you
caring so deeply for someone,
hoping, praying, wishing you feel the same way.
we arent written in stone, not yet
Faith and trust
That is all i have
i love you
need you and care about you
maybe i shouldnt have fallen in love
but i did and the thought of being in your arms is bliss
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I am really bored with my life right now. i dont know what to do. stuck in a rut. my ex tried to ask me if i wanted to be friends with benifits. what the hell?!?! i told him to go fuck himself. i tried to be friends but i dont know. my parnets got pissed at me for buying a cd. my dad was ready to hit me for spending $13.99. i havent spent on me latley. its all been bills, school, etc. nothing on fun really. i spend a little on a cd i been wanting for a long ass time and i am attacked for it. the cd by the way is Rob Zombie past present & future. huge rob zombie fan for a long time. ah well...i so need to move out. "there's nothing for me here so i'll just disappear..."leave it to an old beatles tune to speak volumes on how i feel. i miss my kungfukender so bad. i love him so much too. it sucks. i need to get to new york some how. colorado, california, illinois, ohio, and of course canada are other places i need to stop in. Damn making friends on this site and all of them being so far away. Grr! i been debating submitting a set to SG. i dont know got many pros and some cons to it. ah well we shall see. i need some sleep but i cant sleep. ah well i am use to it. g'night or rather morning all.
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I miss her so.
edc
Web design and graphic design are pretty cool areas to study. No shortage of interesting stuff to do. Hope it works out well.
I'm studying computational biology, which is basically using computers to study molecular biology: DNA, evolution, and all that stuff. Another year or so and I should (with luck) have my PhD. Then I can start real life... only 20 years late!
The big news out here right now is rain: it's been raining and raining and raining... some parts of BC are flooding, and the rest are just very very wet. Oh well... price of living here, I guess.
Hope all's well, and talk to you soon.
- Zork