faeryrae

last night was werid. i went on a long walk to think and get some air. its very warm in wisconsin lately. anyways i went to the library, went to visit and chat with my old french teacher then i wernt to my aunt and uncle's to say hi and use their bathroom. As i was walking over there a car pulls up next to me. I ignor it until i hear someone say my name. i look up and its my ex. He said he had called my house five times, my cell which was at home charging four and my aunt and uncle's twice trying to find me and then decided to drive around to find me. I told him i want to go on a walk and think. He wouldnt go away so i had him drive me home. I got out of the car quickly and said good bye and he said "dont think i am stalking you or anything. I love you and we should hang out tomorrow." i went in the house and hid away in my room. I got online and talked with some people. My best friend mike and edc and fenris23 mostly. i am so lost and have no idea what to do. i am at a lost. things are so werid. i have all these confusing thoughts about so many things right now. i am pretty up beat and trying not to be down so much. someone called my cell last night twice and i dont regonize. i tried looking it up online but couldnt find who it could be. it probably is a wrong number but it just werided me out a little at 2am. i slept only two hours and i need sleep so badly. my body aches so much. ah well.