faeryrae

i hate having a cold. I hate being so down. I hate being blamed for somthing i didnt do. my brohter has been gone two days now. I miss him a lot. now its back to livinvg with my parents who dnot give a shit about me. I hate this lonelyness i feel. I need to get the hell out of here. I need to stop crying. i hate not being with the one i love more than anything. I wish i drove so i could to the few parties i am invited to. oh fuck it. i just am draging who ever reads this down with me.