faeryrae

i do some stupid shit i really do but i dont want to admit to my stupidity. i saw red hot chili peppers and queen of the stoneage tonight with my ex. we had gotten tickets before we broke up. it was awesome and i had fun. i went to the mall with my brother today and had a really fun time. it was so great to have it jsut him and i. too bad he leaves tuesday. we are going to my aunt's with my mum friday to visit. so that should be fun. i got evil faerie wings for my halloween costuem. i am so excited. no matter how much fun i had today i still want to be shot in the face. anyone want to voulnteer? i am such a dumb ass on so many levels. why cant i be happy and do the right thing? why must happiness be so out of reach?