faeryrae

work was shitty these past few days. I got yelled and also suspended for having no doctors note for the times i couldnt come to work since i was ill or couldnt do to my mental illnesses. which sucks. i started to cry at work and felt like shit. but they said i was a great worker and wouldnt fire me at all. i hate my job i wish i had a better one that is why i go to school i guess. though the hot manager was there and damn did he look good in those tight tan dress pants! then when i was walking to wendy's on my break i heard a horn honk and i turned and saw my manager wave to me and he was wearing sunglasses and mmm he looked so damn hot. he hugged me at work and i was so happy! he is a real sweetie. him and i talk all the time when we work together. i swear i could look at him forever. but i shouldnt be like this since i have my sweetie kungfukender now. hes all i could ever want. so i hope this doesnt make him jealous. i doubt it though since nothing will happen between my manager and me. i talked to Kungfukender for hours again. i love him so much. and he loves me. i wish him and i were together. this distance between us is awful. i keep thinking he will find someone else or we will never get to meet. ah well if it is true love which i feel it is...things will work out. i miss my brother. i wish he was home. i dont like him being a marine but i know its his dream and i have to deal with it. it also is hard that the guy i love wants to join the army. damn military!!! i am tired but cant sleep. ah well. i have my fingers cross that Burn's set will get excepted and she becomes a SG! she is beautiful inside and out. sges my best bud after all. i want to go to new york so bad. or have my sweetie come here from new york. but to get out of wisconsin would be great. well i am off.