things just keep going down the shitter. i am so upset. all this shit keeps going wrong. i dont want to work today at all. i never want to work there again. i am so sick of people and so sick of beign treated like shit there. i am not someone that should be kicked around and walked on. everything is so surreal 
my boyfriend asked me if i wanted to break up with him since i keep pushing him away or someting he says. i of course said no. i am such a loser. i cant help it. without him i have no one. but its a bad postion to be in since he can be scu an ass to me. i wish i could just be happy. i am sick of being me at times. ah well.....
my boyfriend asked me if i wanted to break up with him since i keep pushing him away or someting he says. i of course said no. i am such a loser. i cant help it. without him i have no one. but its a bad postion to be in since he can be scu an ass to me. i wish i could just be happy. i am sick of being me at times. ah well.....VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
scifi and fantasy is good. since there are really only three stories you can really tell, i would much rather have someone give me an idea i never thought of, i world i never imagined.
have you ever read Neil Gaiman? i think you would really enjoy Neverwhere, and American Gods is an absolutely brilliant work. and since you like Catch-22 and 1984 (still the only book to ever give me nightmares) try One Flew Over the Cukoos Nest. nothing entertains me more about that book then the fact that the narrator id the only one who is really crazy.
that and you'll probably notice my shameless stealing of certain storytelling elements.
good luck with the whole relationship thing. get out while you can.