faeryrae

fucking money and credit cards! i never had my credit card get declinded before. i was so embrassed! school was just very long today. i am not going to like wednesdays.... i am trying to feel better about myself. i just feel so alone and have no one to talk to really. my so called friend Jenna saw my cuts and snapped on me and said i was stupid and that i shouldnt do that. well i know i shouldnt but its hard. i never yell at her when she cuts and tells everyone about it. she also shows everyone and goes "hey look at my cuts! i was just so mad and i needed to cut, do you think the scars will go away? i dont want them to stay since there is this really hot guy i like...." i am not joking or anything she says that. i feel horrible. i know i shouldnt be pissed about her since she doesnt matter. no one saw my cuts and i am trying to keep it that way. i just feel so bad. so alone....