back to school. lovely! 
i had one class today which was alright. I know i will learn a lot in my web site develpoment class. tomorrow is my creative writing class. I am so tired and hot it is 89 degrees here and i am just suffering. walking outside was bad since i had an ashma attack. my boyfriend was getting pissed since i had to go return some books since i got the wrong ones and i was wasting his time since he was going to give me a ride home. grr! he can be such an ass. ah well also he got mad since he had to work tonight and i dont. he knows i have mondays off for school reasons so there is no point for him to get pissy like i can control when he works. 
why cant i find a great guy? am i stuck being in a relationship i am only in so i wont be alone forever since i am so ugly and such that i wont find a great guy? i am sick of being so down all the time. i am sick of crying i want to be happy for at least a little while. is that too much to ask? i feel so lonely right now. lost and alone. wish i could be found....
i had one class today which was alright. I know i will learn a lot in my web site develpoment class. tomorrow is my creative writing class. I am so tired and hot it is 89 degrees here and i am just suffering. walking outside was bad since i had an ashma attack. my boyfriend was getting pissed since i had to go return some books since i got the wrong ones and i was wasting his time since he was going to give me a ride home. grr! he can be such an ass. ah well also he got mad since he had to work tonight and i dont. he knows i have mondays off for school reasons so there is no point for him to get pissy like i can control when he works. why cant i find a great guy? am i stuck being in a relationship i am only in so i wont be alone forever since i am so ugly and such that i wont find a great guy? i am sick of being so down all the time. i am sick of crying i want to be happy for at least a little while. is that too much to ask? i feel so lonely right now. lost and alone. wish i could be found....VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
cait:
Not to judge your life, but you are a beautiful woman and you don't need to stay with him for fear of being lonely. I completely understand that its scary, but if you're in a relationship that isn't worth having, you're going to feel just as lonely as if you're by yourself.
osoesoteric:
she probably just lost track of time.. she was with someother friends. i atleast got a kiss goodbye when she left so that was nice 