went swimming with my cousins and aunts at my second cousin's house. it was fun. Though i wish i could have hung out with my cousin heather more. she is one of my best friends. I told her about this site and she wants to check it out but is afraid too since her parents are really overpertective and religious as hell and would freak if she went to this site. So i will wait until she comes here and i will show her. I am not doing the best. i keep crying. there is something deep inside me i want to get out and let out but i cant and it is making me so mad. I sit here doing nothing and alone. I do something to help the pain but it only lasts for a little while. this is depressing i know but i want to let out my feelings. ah well....another lonely night.
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