faery

I went on a cruise last week, had fun, but spent way too much time feeling heartbroken over a women who I ended all physical relationships with almost two years ago because the t.v. stations on the ship were coming from the town she lives in. I think that the only way I am ever going to get over this void that she has left in my life is to find a girlfriend, but I don't know how the hell I am going to find one. Blah.