faerie

losing my heart everytime you sang to me on your guitar..

these past two days have been pretty good. z came down and stayed the night. we had a great time. i forgot how nice it is to be around someone who actually wants to take care of you.

i guess i'm just worried that things are being rushed. since we don't get to actually see each other very often.. it's like we have to fit everything in one day.. ya know? ahh me...

it's weird though... boy j is suddenly wanting to be buddy-buddy with boy z. hmm.. very interesting...

//i almost hate those memories. i would erase you if i could. because honestly.. the bad ones aren't nearly has hard to handle as the good ones...


///oh jeez... i need to just throw my arms back and fall.

i'll try to update my photos soon. i have them i just need to pick a few out and upload them. hah. i also need to start bringing my camera along.. because you never know when you'll want it!