faerie

i wouldn't mind if empty apartment played all day long..

so i had to take a trip to the dentist today.. because apparently one of my fillings came out. bleh. but! when i go back to get it taken care of i get the sweet treat of good ol nitrous oxide. thank the lord. i think i'm way too excited about this..

//i really miss the beach. i mean i guess i miss part of living in florida in general. my awesome job.. how open people were.. the weather.. ahh. it's so dull here. i mean even when i had to work i at least got to glance at the ocean while i was driving there. i can't wait until may so i can leave. i guess this gives me some time to figure out where i want to live though.

i know.. i know.. i'm always on the run. i don't think that will ever change though.

//i really want to have a party! j >> we must make plans. fun drunken times. i miss the small get-togethers i use to have... i never had to be nervous because everyone already knows me.. and knows just how much of a cunt i am. so it's all in good fun.. i don't even feel shamed when i almost fall over head-banging to back in black.

//i get to see z this weekend. i'm working out a plan to kidnap him until monday... hmm...let's hope it all works out. hah.

last night i passed up the chance to hang out with this really hot boy that k has been wanting to hook me up with. am i starting to fall.... or have i compeltely lost my mind?

//if you haven't watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind... GO SEE IT. now. yes.. get up right now. RUN.

i'm going to watch pieces of april tonight. i'll let you know what i think...