Friday Jun 25, 2004

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so i'm off the spend the weekend with z. this should help with the whole staying clean thing... plus i think we're going to celebrate my birthday.

i'll update later on in l'burg or when i get back to the ford...

>>thank you for caring about me.. it means the world.

much love. xo.

Wednesday Jun 23, 2004

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so i really fucked up....

i had been gindered up for 2 days straight.. didn't really eat anything.. only drank water.. and figured what the hell.. cuz look at how much work i was getting done.

unfortunately... my heart started to race, i couldn't stop shaking... and since i haven't been taking care of my body that much lately anyway.. i lost a lot of...
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ravensfeather:
hunny im so sorry, i hope you start to feel better, we all love ya and want you to be well...keep me updated and if you need anything you know how to get in touch with me kiss
ravensfeather:
by the way, i love the 'starlife' picture you put up on the 20th wink

Wednesday Jun 16, 2004

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i've been a mess of alcohol and drugs lately....

i'm crazed... completely crazed. hah

maybe i'll write a real update later tonight....

tongue
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kickboxer:
Boo for both drugs and alcohol! wink

Yes... yes... I'm sXe.
rumrunner:
Hmmm I'd hate to be your liver right now puke

Monday Jun 07, 2004

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losing my heart everytime you sang to me on your guitar..

these past two days have been pretty good. z came down and stayed the night. we had a great time. i forgot how nice it is to be around someone who actually wants to take care of you.

i guess i'm just worried that things are being rushed. since we don't get to actually...
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ravensfeather:
im glad to hear that things arent so crazy on your end...things have been on mine, but life will go on as it always does...sending you love and strawberry kisses!! kiss
rumrunner:
cut both there balls off that way they might start thinking straight mad

P.S. You always had the power just click your docs together three times and say KISS MY FUCKING ASS and presto you will have the world at your finger tips...

Saturday Jun 05, 2004

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i went to my brother's wedding today. it was so cute. his wife was so fucking nervous.. i can't even imagine how i would have felt. i mean i think about it all the time... worrying if it'll ever happen.. but i mean the whole day i was a wreck and i wasn't even the one getting married! wink

//nothing really exciting to report. i finally...
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khaine666:
I can't believe two of my friends are getting married this summer... its one thing when its your family members and totally another when its people you went to college with and got wasted with...

in other news Katie Holmes is definately smokin hot, and don't worry, we all think we're dull since we have to live with ourselves 24/7... other people don't smile Glad you liked my B&W stuff, we should go roam about the countryside sometime... I'll bring the camera
kickboxer:
more pictures?! I hope they're of you! biggrin

Wednesday Jun 02, 2004

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i wouldn't mind if empty apartment played all day long..

so i had to take a trip to the dentist today.. because apparently one of my fillings came out. bleh. but! when i go back to get it taken care of i get the sweet treat of good ol nitrous oxide. thank the lord. i think i'm way too excited about this.. biggrin

//i really miss...
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ravensfeather:
glad to hear that you are doing alright, we should definatly have a party sometime soon, or atleast get together and get drunk wink
khaine666:
hmmm Faerie needs to come party in the 'ford with me soon... and of course, let me shoot her SG photoset !!!

Tuesday Jun 01, 2004

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new dork pictures added.


i'll make an actual journal update tomorrow. haha.


//must have sleep
ravensfeather:
nice new addition to your pics section, hope you are doing well....time for me to go sleepy...*yawn* love you kiss
khaine666:
gizmo rules, nice pics smile

Sunday May 30, 2004

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oh the sexual frustration wink

you know when you get so close to fucking....but stop? ahh!!! it feels so good.. yet it takes so long for your body to actually slow down and release.

z came over. obviously.

it was so great. the distance makes it really tough though. i mean seeing each other once or twice a week has it's pros & cons i guess....
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faerie:
aww thanks wink
ravensfeather:
hope everything works out for the best hun biggrin

Saturday May 29, 2004

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you were finished with me
before i even began with you

i'm still not over it. no matter how much i pretend i don't care. i absolutely do. i hate the fact that he did this to me. i hate the fact that i have to be the one worried and depressed. i hate how he fucked her and then came home and fucked me....
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faerie:
i really appreciate the support, loves.

i'll just have to remember to keep my head held high wink
khaine666:
sorry to hear about the tough times, but I guess when you hit bottom theres no place to go but up, right? Nice to see another person from Radford on here!