Today I took a big step in healing from my past and I was finally able to cast a demon into light when I told the full story of what an ex of mine put me through. The rape and sexual abuse that he put me through I finally opened up about in a non safe way to someone I trust dearly. It hurt to admit the things I could never say without criticism before that I said with understanding on the other side. Like a reverse barbed sword being ripped out of my heart the pain real as the tears that rolled down my cheek as I spoke but now I can heal and let go of the fear he instilled in me...of the hell he put me through. I feel lighter and freer now to see if it will last and I will truly be able to heal.

