bored beyond belief
Im sick, and I've been sick for way too long now
apart from still having to go to work, i haven't done anything lately
im kinda bummed cuz i applied for about 40 jobs and no one wants to hire me
i dont get it
i guess its good that no one wants to interview me right now cuz i can hardly talk and ive been too sick and dizzy to drive myself anywhere
but i still feel a little rejected
when did it get so hard to get a job?
I just want to be able to work in the daytime so i can see me love at night and save some money
i guess its too much to ask
maybe i'll end up doing hair
but i dont know about that, there's a whole bunch of stuff to go along with that one... story for another day
yeah and im kinda sad too cuz i just made friends with some cool people, which for some reason doesnt happen very often in this town, but they all moved! oh well, maybe i'll meet some more cool people soon.
i think its hard to meet people when your not in school cuz how do you find people? i guess im kinda too weird for normal peoplpe, but im not that weird
i think people in santa cruz aren't interested in making new frineds, i think everyone has thier little groups, either from school, or from being locals, and theyre not interested in meeting anyone else.
ive been out of school now since 2002
crazy...
where did the time go?
but what have i done since then?
well, besides cosmetology school, not much
ive been back in santa cruz for almost a year now and still the only people who call me either want shifts covered or their hair done
im tired of just being everyones hairstylist and never their friend
i think thats part of why i have a love/hate relationship with hair
even my own boyfriend makes plans with other people and not me, i finally got saturday nights off so we could hang out and what does he do? invite some girl over to hang out insted, i dont get it, do i smell or somthing, what the fuck
im in a bad mood, can you tell
i always thought that if you graduated from university with good grades and stuff, that youd get a good job, get paid well, work your way up the corporate ladder and eventually not be fuckin broke all the time, be able to save some money, go on vacation, be able to buy clothes and cds and stuff
im cranky today
maybe i need to get out of the house
i feel like crap
bleh
Im sick, and I've been sick for way too long now
apart from still having to go to work, i haven't done anything lately
im kinda bummed cuz i applied for about 40 jobs and no one wants to hire me
i dont get it
i guess its good that no one wants to interview me right now cuz i can hardly talk and ive been too sick and dizzy to drive myself anywhere
but i still feel a little rejected
when did it get so hard to get a job?
I just want to be able to work in the daytime so i can see me love at night and save some money
i guess its too much to ask
maybe i'll end up doing hair
but i dont know about that, there's a whole bunch of stuff to go along with that one... story for another day
yeah and im kinda sad too cuz i just made friends with some cool people, which for some reason doesnt happen very often in this town, but they all moved! oh well, maybe i'll meet some more cool people soon.
i think its hard to meet people when your not in school cuz how do you find people? i guess im kinda too weird for normal peoplpe, but im not that weird
i think people in santa cruz aren't interested in making new frineds, i think everyone has thier little groups, either from school, or from being locals, and theyre not interested in meeting anyone else.
ive been out of school now since 2002
crazy...
where did the time go?
but what have i done since then?
well, besides cosmetology school, not much
ive been back in santa cruz for almost a year now and still the only people who call me either want shifts covered or their hair done
im tired of just being everyones hairstylist and never their friend
i think thats part of why i have a love/hate relationship with hair
even my own boyfriend makes plans with other people and not me, i finally got saturday nights off so we could hang out and what does he do? invite some girl over to hang out insted, i dont get it, do i smell or somthing, what the fuck
im in a bad mood, can you tell
i always thought that if you graduated from university with good grades and stuff, that youd get a good job, get paid well, work your way up the corporate ladder and eventually not be fuckin broke all the time, be able to save some money, go on vacation, be able to buy clothes and cds and stuff
im cranky today
maybe i need to get out of the house
i feel like crap
bleh
shade:
Dude! I know how you feel, people in santa cruz are lame! Thats why you should come work at the salon. It's looking awsome. you'll be amazed. I'll be there Sunday if you want to drop by. I would be cool to meet you. Hope things get better for you. ~Shay