faelyn

Thanks for the birthday wishes!
So I'm now 25, or a quarter century for those who really want me to freak out. So far my year is going pretty well.
I'm trying to figure out how I feel about this growing old thing...
Its definetly a time for re-evaluating my life. Aging seems to come with a certain amout of pressure, mostly, I think its's from myself, pressure to succeed, but also pressure to settle down, to grow up, and that I think starts with other people and then pressure from myself.
I just want to figure out how to be happy and what I want from life.
As far as being successful, I feel like I've got the job thing going pretty well, and I'm happy where I'm living for the time being. I complain about my roommates, but I don't think I'd be as happy without people around. It's too lonely. Which brings me to the next thing; being happy with my social self. I'm not so sure I'm happy with that. But I don't really know if I want to do anything about it. I feel like maybe I don't have enough fun anymore. If anyone out there feels like getting all dressed up and going out , I like Monday nights at the Blue. I don't like driving as far as the city or san jose. I have to feel pretty motivated to go that far.
Anyway.
Perhaps I just want a new pair of vinal heels...
Happy 2006 eveyone