faelyn

So the holidays are rapidly approaching, and I'm feeling some stress about it. I'm feeling stumped on many of my Christmas present shopping. My boyfirend is the hardest person to shop for. Its so hard to find something he wants that is a good gift that I can afford. As you may know I will be turning 25 soon and I'm not sure how I feel about it. Mostly I feel tired, uninspired, lonely and bored. I don't know for sure, but I immagine that anyone who has dappled in art will agree that sometimes you sit and stare at a canvas or a work in progress and just don't know where to go or what to paint. My work is going fairly well, but I'm stressed a little. Its hard work and the whole people aspect is intense. I can't say much about my relationship since it seems more or less on hold until after finals week when school and me might switch places on the importance scale. Maybe I'm just too cold, its freezing in here, and I'm not feeling very cuddled and cozy. Hope anyone out there reading this is warm and comfortable.