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Tuesday Jul 27, 2010

Jul 27, 2010
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I really really want some time to myself....



...so I can dye my hair.

Most of y'all don't know all the craziness that has taken over my life lately, but those who do understand. I know it's only a few more days, but I'm getting tired. It's really hard to do everything constantly and rarely have a moment to myself to just breathe. I have a feeling that when this situation goes away, I'm going to just SNAP on a couple people because their laziness and lack of caring is what's making me do SO much extra work.


Nevertheless, things are going somewhat well. Ultrasound when we find out beans sex is next Tuesday and I'm incredibly excited. Then I get to start picking things out for my baby showers, but I don't have anyone up here to throw me one. I'm not supposed to throw one for myself, but I have a feeling that's what I'm going to end up doing. Nobody has offered to do it, and I don't want to be all like "hey, will you throw me a shower?" I think that's weird. But I'm getting HUGE now, which is awesome but comes with it's own problems... like bending over haha

I work a double tomorrow, but I haven't had time to get myself anything to eat while I'm at work so this is gonna be interesting... plus there's just SO much drama going on at work that I'm trying to distance myself from because I simply do not need the stress.


SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Spoilered because I just don't feel like completely airing this one out... I'm terrified that nobody will end up throwing me a shower, or that nobody will come or get me any of the things I need. There's still so much I need to get, but I have these little leaches stealing my money and time making it damn near impossible for me to get any of the things. What will I do if nobody helps me out? Have I not accumulated enough good karma for some of my friends to help? I honestly don't really have that many friends IRL, simply because I don't have time to hang out with people. It's not that I don't want to, if there were an extra 10 hours in a day it would be ON but there isn't and I'm tired all the time. Plus I'm somewhat of a homebody. I'd much rather hang out at home than go party. I hope people understand that, but I get the feeling that they take offense to it or think it's about them when it really truly isn't. *sigh*


VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
cosette:
Luckily you have Lori and I. It will work out dollface. I promise.
Jul 30, 2010
xarian:
I wish we lived closer apart, so I could help you out a little...

Hope everything will work out for ya Fae... love!
Jul 31, 2010

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