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So, the cytoxan isn't working because his immune system is attacking it, and the only way to get the only medication that could help him to work is to shut down his immune system, which, from what they've said, I assume they don't want to do.

They're talking about putting him in a "long term care facility", aka a hospice.

Aka, a place where people go to die.


On another craptastic note, Jordan and I finally snapped under all this stress and went off on each other like has never happened before. Most intense fight of my life, longest too. After about five hours, we finally resolved it.

God, life sucks right now.



This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need of some stranger's hand
In a desperate land
Lost in a Roman wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah
There's danger on the edge of town
Ride the King's highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby
Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake he's old, and his skin is cold
The west is the best

The Doors make everything better.