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So, I'm sick and tired of my back hurting like this.

Yesterday, it really didn't feel too bad, so, I painted a little section of this room, did the laundry, dishes, and vacuumed.


My god that was a huge mistake.

My back gave out during painting, but since I had already started, I had to finish, and what with cleaning out a corner of the room, I realized how disgusting the house has gotten, so my OCD took over and I had to clean some more. When I finished, I felt horrible. My back was killing me - still is - and it hurt so bad that I actually felt ill. I was crouched over the toilet for about an hour because I seriously felt like I was going to throw up.


Good news though.

I've made an appointment with a chiropractor for tomorrow, at 3. I'll take it easy tonight, in fact I don't expect to do much besides eat, talk online, and lay in bed, watching tv.

I may even skip talking online, which, for me, is a rather huge thing.

It really sucks that Jordan's working tonight, or else he'd make food for me and whatnot.

What's even worse is that I've been trying to get some weed for the past few days, but apparently, nobody wants to sell me one stupid joint. That's all I want. Just one. For the goddamn pain. I've been taking tylenol extra strength, and the pain is still there. And while it's been nearly three years since I've smoked weed, I know it'll take care of my pain.

Rah, hopefully tomorrow the chiropractor will be able to make this all go away.