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Sitting here, alone, I look back at my life. I attempt to look even further back, to the history of my family, what they accomplished and what they lost.

I soon realize that I am so terrified by the prospect that my life will be anything like my mothers, my grandmothers, my great-grandmothers. Jordan has only drank a little bit in the past couple of...
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tilpacer:
Accomplish what is important to you, what will give you the most happiness.

Lose was you can, what is not important, what you don't need.

That is my advice.

I feel for you on the drinking thing. Seeing how my parents are sometimes, hearing the stories of my parents pass, I don't want to be like that. That is why I don't drink. It is my choice, I choose not to put people in harms ways.

Well, I hope you have a great day! biggrin
jenya:
i had a lot of the same feelings you do when i was married to my ex-husband. i too had an alcoholic father. it colored so many things in my marriage. i got depressed and i didnt want to do anything.

sounds like you are going through a lot.

*hugs*
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I never do this here... so...

"Fucker" by Strapping Young Lad.

Fuck you

Dance, you fuckers

We're all fired up and ready to go
To give it all up at the metal show
Don't play it up and don't play us some love
Just play this shit on the radio

Fucker
You fucker
Fucker
Get out of my face, get off my case
You're a...
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fairyjochen:
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villain:
that's a lot of fucks smile
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So, a lot of stuff has been going on recently.

We were pre-approved for a home loan of 120k, so, we've been looking for houses, and in our search for houses, I've realized that I really do need to jump on the ball and make a decision about my future.

So, even though I may not love to do computer stuff anymore, I'm going to...
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fiendclub:
Jesus... 120k wouldn't buy you a crack house over here! lol.
meow:
I like the first one. smile

miao!!
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Lemme tell y'all one thing.

Self timing cameras and alcohol DO NOT MIX.

My poor poor knees. I must have hit them at least 10 times trying to rush to place because my timer is only 10 seconds or something.

But yeah, drunken set up in the PSW group!



I think it's time to watch some anime. Yeah... and then pass out. I'm dead tired....
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punknitemike:
i thought your set was super cute, nice work!
madhatter32481:
Awesome set!!! love kiss
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So, I've been baking all day.

Cookies and brownies, for the Children's Home of Northern Kentucky. I also realized that I don't have any tupperware that'll be big enough for all these confectionary delights. So... right now they're on a plate, and I'll go shopping tomorrow for a piece of awesome tupperware for them. And then I shall deliver these treats to those who need...
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frolleinsuzy:
I need them really, sweetheart kiss
tilpacer:
But they are soooo delicous.... Mmmmm cookies! biggrin

Have a great day! biggrin
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So, I felt photogenic again today. Took more pictures.

I don't feel like resizing these again, so, if they don't fit, they don't fit.

Leave me a comment and let me know if you like 'em! tongue

http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/1/20/235201/71813/1053693.JPG

http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/1/20/235201/71813/1053691.JPG

http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/1/20/235201/71813/1053690.JPG

http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/1/20/235201/71813/1053686.JPG

http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/1/20/235201/71813/1053685.JPG

ta-da!

and now i go outside to sweat my ass off and mow the grass.

JOY!

edit: they really didn't fit, so, here, have...
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boogalooshrimp:
I like your pics. You're very cute, and I really like the way the blue is in your hair. It's not too vibrant. Hope you enjoyed mowing the lawn. Thankfully I don't have to do that anymore. smile
shardik:
I hate them they are all horrible...I'll give you 1000000000000 more tries to get it right ;-)
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rock_starry:
nice pics the hair looks cute
frolleinsuzy:
Love your eyes, honey kiss
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Update on my friend who I thought may have killed himself...

After calling and calling for two months... I FINALLY REACHED HIM!

He's alive, and I'm trying to get him to come up here, so he can start a life and not feel all suicidal and shit.

Man, we talked for exactly 225 minutes. My ears are killing me.

Time for a bath.

(btw, spackle...
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tilpacer:
YAY! Friends is alive! biggrin That is great news! biggrin Even with the hurting ears! biggrin

YAY! Baths! biggrin

Spackle good, dust bad. Gotcha! biggrin

Have a great day! biggrin
meow:
I'll be at either the Cincy or Columbus show.... or both.

miao!!
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So... fun times fun times.

Jordan and I were doing stuff in the bedroom/bathroom, and we realized that the water was turned off. No biggie, they do that from time to time, working on water lines and what not.

Well, we finished what we were doing, and went to go to sleep, and suddenly we hear a noise... kinda sounds like a dish dropping. Didn't...
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omega668:
AW!
yes i am actually planning on getting a few more rent related tattoos myself smile
my daddy made me a rent t-shirt.. and i took pictures in it today(for you ) and i am posting them tomorrow (for me)
god.. i am a effing loser .. ahahahahah
have a good one sexy lady biggrin
ninjatoes:
ah yes... aren't plumbing problems the greatest? We had a pipe burst last year in the basement and it made such a mess!

I need to attack a few walls with spackle too... blah... the work of a domestic goddess is never done wink
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I am SUCH a fucking sap.

Just watched Titanic, haven't seen that movie in.. years.

And of course, I cried. It's like clockwork.


Blargh!
villain:
i saw that like three times when it came out... god, heh.
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So, I'm nearly done with the living room. I have yet to do the wall that the couch is up against, but, like I said, I'm taking it easy.

But, I have patched up the other walls, and painted over. I'll need to get some sandpaper to sand down the bumps, but, that shouldn't be too hard.

You may ask, "Why did you paint if...
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tilpacer:
Do take it easy there. You are not Spiderwoman you know. wink

The painting logic seems good to me! biggrin

Have a great day! biggrin
ninjatoes:
You are the absolute sweetest!
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xerxes:
you go girl ! biggrin
omega668:
you are 2 purrdy

come visit me please biggrin