fading

Wow. Well Collin Farrell is kinda nuts... so who knows if that is true or not. I have friends who used to do a lot of shit at one time. *shrug*

14 packs of smokes isn't a terribly big deal. I've been there when I was at 2 packs a day. Now I am at 1 pack a day and I don't drink that often, maybe once a month. Eh.

Who knows.

yeah, i know what you mean about getting stepped on... it seemed like no matter what i did, it was always the wrong thing to do... i couldn't make her happy. she was the "it" girl for awhile, though... so, that just made it hurt all the more...