fadedorion

Things are getting better, I finally got a decent job and i am trying to get my shit straight. Got the internet back at our house so now i can nerd it up again, thanks Comcast. Our TV is dying, thats not cool, but maybe it is, i dont know. I have devoted this week to cleaning up our backyard, a bigger challenge than you...
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I got a job through a temp agency working at an eyeglass manufacturer. I hated the job as soon as I started. I have had some bad jobs in the past, but this one takes the cake. I put up with it though, because I need the money, but yesterday I couldnt take it anymore, so when i went on lunch i never came back....
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December already, it snuck up on me. ive not been spending my time very wisely, and now rent is due and im kinda short. time to do the money dance.

George St. Pierre defeats UFC middleweight champion Matt Hughes for the title with a knockout in the second round. word the fuck up.

"Be true to the thought of the moment and avoid distraction. Other than continuing to exert yourself, enter into nothing else, but go to the extent of living single thought by single thought." - unknown samurai

Its been a wicked sick week for video games. Guitar Hero 2 and Gears of War. Both kicking all kinds of ass. No Halo 3 for another year though, Bill Gates once again has me by the balls.

Movie reviews:

The Hills Have Eyes - three words. nuclear redneck rampage.

Puff Puff Pass - laughed a few times, but it basically sucked.

Rocky's haulin' ass...
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"Above all, the Way of the Samurai should be in being aware that you do not know what is going to happen next, and in querying every item day and night. Victory and defeat are matters of the temporary force of circumstances. The way of avoiding shame is different. It is simply in death.
Even if it seems certain that you will lose, retaliate. Neither...
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had a walljack fall while we were pushing up a wall yesterday. i havent been that scared for a long time. going to start training brazilian jiu jitsu again next week, im really fucking excited.

goodbye summer. fall is beginning to call. tis my favorite time of the year.

I just read all my old journal entries, its kinda weird to see a rough timeline of your life for the past three years. Lots of ups and downs, a variety of moods and states of mind. It left me with a strange feeling that I cant describe. its good though, i like how i feel. that guy Doogie Howser was on to something.