Honestly cant remember the last time i have wrote anything here on SG to be honest i think it was at least four months ago or longer and it was probably not adding to much to what everyone was possibly reading or seeing with such a diverse group of people on this site. If i was truly being honest and looked at the big picture i would be stupid if i didnt notice some anxiety when it comes to doing anything requiring any major focus on me and my actions that can be under any scrutiny thats probably why i hide in the shadows and keep peering eyes away from me.

Why is it i tend to write this stuff down here and dont go back and delete like i would everywhere else?? maybe because i dont know anyone personally and everyone is just a name or a image with no personal connection which makes it easier to put these words down.

I should really try to write more and get these words out of my head the worst spot to be in stuck with your own thoughrs and no where to go