About once a year I have a vivid dream about the girl that got away. Not in a shackled to the wall kind of way but in the girl of my dreams that disappeared way. I mentioned her in a journal a while ago, I refered to her as "AC".
Well last night was one of those dreams. Now normally I dream in Black and white which I am told means that my brain isn't wired correctly (what else is new), but whenever I dream about her, I dream in vivid color. I also woke up probably a dozen times last night and went right back into the dream everytime I fell back asleep. These dreams usually wreck me for a couple days because it makes me want to find her immediatly but I know I cannot do that until I can "Present a better package". aka professional musician, skinny...er, less ugly, etc. Hopefully I can get my act together this summer and remedyt some of that and if so, I will find her even if i have to travel half way around the world.
A side effect from the dreams is ambition. I makes me feel Like I must do something with my life. I believe I am slated for big things and it is up to me to accomplish them.
Well last night was one of those dreams. Now normally I dream in Black and white which I am told means that my brain isn't wired correctly (what else is new), but whenever I dream about her, I dream in vivid color. I also woke up probably a dozen times last night and went right back into the dream everytime I fell back asleep. These dreams usually wreck me for a couple days because it makes me want to find her immediatly but I know I cannot do that until I can "Present a better package". aka professional musician, skinny...er, less ugly, etc. Hopefully I can get my act together this summer and remedyt some of that and if so, I will find her even if i have to travel half way around the world.
A side effect from the dreams is ambition. I makes me feel Like I must do something with my life. I believe I am slated for big things and it is up to me to accomplish them.
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jamielee:
Yeah so I was standing in my kitchen and I was all "I live by myself now." And my bladder was all "I have to pee." And so I was all *lets loose*.
veyron:
Yea, I understand.