Man, seems like -everyone- is having a rough time these days. If it isn't stupid high school-level drama, it's losing a close friend. I know things have broken the wrong way for me lately, but it should balance out, right? I don't know, it just feels so helpless, like nothing I do makes any kind of impression in the world. Like a Ghost. I've got a presence, and people still talk to me, but I just can't seem to make any headway in any direction that I want to go. Even old girlfriends have called me, and I hope that I'm strong enough to turn them down. I think I am, but it's just so tempting and easy, which is always a part of the problem.
I need to break out.
I need to break out.
mayarix:
Alright, then. I'm off for two days coming up. Stopping by the Zone to see Jeanka, but am up for putzing around a bit. I need to treat my dog to a park day. Am thinking of tomorrow afternoon.
mayarix:
Nothing in particular. I may be busy tomorrow night, though. Tomorrow during the day looks good. I'm just busy after 6pm probably. Just in the mood to chill.