fabulousrex

Man, seems like -everyone- is having a rough time these days. If it isn't stupid high school-level drama, it's losing a close friend. I know things have broken the wrong way for me lately, but it should balance out, right? I don't know, it just feels so helpless, like nothing I do makes any kind of impression in the world. Like a Ghost. I've got a presence, and people still talk to me, but I just can't seem to make any headway in any direction that I want to go. Even old girlfriends have called me, and I hope that I'm strong enough to turn them down. I think I am, but it's just so tempting and easy, which is always a part of the problem.

I need to break out.