Saturday Jul 30, 2005

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Will i ever find a nice girl that isn't repulsed(sp?) by my tattoos and my hobby for working on cars? i feel so alone in the world. all i have is a few good friends and my mom, but no one to grow old with, i know i'm still "young" but i've been trough alot more than anyone my age should be through at this point in their life. it's just so hard, and it seems like being in the military just makes it worse. does anyone out there truely love me for who i am and what i want to be? or am i just destined to walk the road of life alone?
cretinfamily:
frown you'll meet someone hon....*hugs*
cadyne:
I love guys with tattoos.. and I hate dating guys who don't know how to fix my car. My daddy is a mechanic, and he planted the idea firmly in my head that a man who doesn't know his way around a car isn't worth shit.

Sometimes I regret joining the military, but then I go home (I'm home now actually) and see how pathetic my old friends are, just hanging around doing nothing with their lives. I feel like the military has made me grow up a little faster , but they have also provided me with so many opportunities I wouldn't have had in San Angelo. Sometimes it's scary to realize that I will never have a normal relationship since I'm constantly moving around the world, but I know if I find the right person it will work out.

You'll find the right girl and everything will fall into place. You feel old, but you're still young. If you need to talk, you can IM me on yahoo - lonestarbaby333

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