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For fuck's sake. Still trying to come back into "Colorado Mode" after Comic-Con. Still haven't yet. Still wish that I was getting blisters on my feet for exploring as much of the Gas Lamp District as I could in one day. Really missing the excitement of the convention floor, and selling posters and just being around that much energy. But all this bullshit stagnation is really taking a toll on me. The trip to California really...really made me realize that I don't belong here. I need a new change of pace. Therefore...Cali, I'm on my way to you. Once I reach about...$4000, I'm making the big move. I've been wanting it to do it for years to move back, but this last vacation was the kick in the ass that I needed.

So yeah. All in all, I'm kinda pissy. Ive been really irritable at work, and my energy level around my friends has been noticeably low. So guys, seriously, it's not you, and I'm sorry if we've hung out recently and I wasn't my usual self. I just...need a little bit more time readjusting and truly learning to TOLERATE this place long enough until I move.

At least in a few months I get to go to Vegas for my little sister's 21st bday. Sweet. Only problem is I'm not gonna have any of my pals with me. GUH. I hate being socially awkward or I'd make some new friends out there. PISS.

P.s. Videos and pics of the trip are coming. I'm just veeery lazy to chop 'em up. Maybe sometime this week.