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Man it's been awhile. I'm now a college graduate, man is that ever hard to believe. Now I'm back in Toledo again, and trying to find a job. So yeah I'm back.

In Pittsburg for the weekend.

Ok what the fuck, midterm yesterday, one today, one Wed and one Thurs. Oh yeah I've had 2 hours of sleep in 48 hours. And although this wouldn't bother me normally, a man called me a "shat" to today on a delivery. You must understand that due to the perplexing nature of this comment I was taken aback. Oh yeah I ran of of gas...
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You know somtimes you forget you're at school to learn and not just to do other things. Too much work. Too much drinking. I just just need to graduate.

Oh boy what a long strange trip it most certaily been. I've been gone for too long. I got my internet back a few days ago and I'm finally down at school. Man when depression hits with me, it hits hard. The last entry on here was the day I last spoke with my ex-girl friend. As to be expected it hit me a little...
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When do I get my happily ever after?
Endless nights and endless days
My mind is concentrated on one thing
When do I get my happily ever after?

Bad things happen to good people
But not in Hollywood
So I'll write a movie starring me.
and I'll get my happily ever after.

I'll win the race
I'll get the girl
But then again this a...
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Weekend is over . Time to go back to work, and it was such a great time too. We had the annual White Trash Bash last night and it was a freakin event. 3 houses in a row all joined in and there were like 300 or so people just everywhere. So I took 1st place for best dressed. (Pictures will soon follow.)

Now I...
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we live on a mountain
right at the top
there's a beautiful view
from the top of the mountain
every morning I walk towards the edge
and throw little things off
like: car-parts, bottles and cutlery
or whatever I find lying around

it's become a habit
a way
to start the day

I go through all this
before you wake up
so I can feel...
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Well I watched Lost in Translation last night, a great movie, but I'll have to admit it did make me a bit depressed. I started thinking about how much I miss waking up next to someone. I know that it seems like hokey shit, but if I had the money I'd honestly pay just to sleep next to a woman.

It's the little things like...
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Ok finally the weekend is here, tonight we're throwing a freedom fest for my friend because he gets out of jail tonight. Plenty of beer and freshly released convicts.

Yeah in other crime news, there was a lovely murder/sucicide about 5 houses away from my house today. And I just thought they were random fireworks going off too. So yeah in a nut shell, I...
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Yeah yeah I know I'm loazy and I haven't changed the journal in a while, but I've been busy I promise. I mean come on drinking makes me forget things, and work makes me tired. So between drinking and work, what is a man sussposed to do.

Ok that was all bullshit, I'm just lazy, drop me a line.

Ok it's been a few days and so now I'm feeling chipper enough to write a journal update. Let's see work was work. 40 hours of boring labor. I somehow managed to drink 6 out of the past 7 days. I'm pretty much falling into a routine, and I do not like those.

Anyway I'm going to Detroit toinght for shits and grins. Oh and...
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