f00led

I extend my hand,
You think I'm bland,
I offered myself,
I would try my best,
Fuck I'm giving it a rest,
I'm tired of flunking your test,
Sorry I'm not just after your breast,
Guess nice guys never know best,
You might think I'm trying,
The fact is I'm just dying,
Little by little I break a part off in here,
It's not like I'm anything so dear,
Watch me break up online,
Watch my blur turn fine,
I'll disintegrate when I'm done,
Oh come on it will be fun,
Everytime I choose to write,
A little piece of me gives into this fight,
I show more than I should in my cryptic talks,
I used to just go for very long walks,
You read this and assume I am needy,
Nope... I really don't need your pity,
I only do this for me,
It's my only way to set my mind free,
If you expect to see my outward shell,
You are just gonna have to deal,
In this realm I don't put up a fight,
I just show you how I'm really like,
Deep down inside,
I try and hide,
When my mind is here,
I have nothing to fear,
I can say whatever I want,
No need for me to flaunt,
No real voices to hear,
No real people to fear,
No eyes that look and judge,
Even if you fudge,
I don't have to seek your acceptance,
I don't have to consume your substance,
On here I feel free,
On here I'm being me.