ezkim0x

Misunderstandings. Mistakes. Mis-interpretations. As i struggle to figure shit out in a mature way, i find myself reacting in immature ways...consistantly. i'm also finding the very things i dislike are the very things that remain constant: on a grand scale[i.e. greed capitalism starvation war] and on the much smaller scale-which interrupts my life on a daily basis.

yet..

there is not enough time on this earth...
not enough chances to do everything i wish i could do
i have too many loves
too many desires, too many wishes, too many interests, too much curiosity
for my lifetime.
i'm trying to see, i'm trying to taste,
trying to reach out and let my fingertips just rest for a moment, here, there,....

i'm trying to figure out how to do everything i want to do...
and doing them all at the same time...
sometimes you're so overwhelmed by all the emotions...
all of the beauty...
sometimes all you can do is just sit down and lean back, and shake your head and wonder how its all so big..how its all so amazing and beautiful and intense, and deep, and unknown...

on this beautiful nite i start my life again as a seeker...

. i am 18

i want to break your stereotypes
i want to incite your revolution
i want to keep screaming
i want to keep crying
i want you to feel the world with me
i want you to scream with me
i want to fucking shut you up
i want to shake your shoulders
i want you to wipe my tears, and kiss my forehead and tell me that it will change...
i want to dance with you on the sidewalks as they stare incredulously..
i want to get gone..get out..get gone!

i want to discuss art theory and philosophy
and play the cello again
I want to dance