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Well I am home. Happily back to the daily thing that is my life. Back to the crapo with the ex. Feelings never seem to leave as fast as one wants them too. I hate getting emails from her. I always think that thats the one that we are going to get back together on but it always seems to have some tidbit of her and the new guy in it. Like her and him eating with her daughter and the daughter saying that she misses me in fron of him. While that should give me some iota of smugness, it doesn't. Makes me feel like shit. So I have cut alot of the line of communication off so as to not drive myself into a frenzy. I answer in short and deliberate sentences while not elaborating on anything. Much better that way.

I have to say something before I explode. WHERE'S LLONAS GODDAMM SET!!!!!!!!!!! I have waited like a ex high school football star who now sells shoes and has a wonderful gut waits on the newest swim suit issue and NOTHING!!!!!! Here is my official cyber shotgun threat. Put it up or I will kill this innocent pork chop that is sitting on my desk right now. I don't want to do it but by god you have driven me to despair.

Hope all is well with everyone. If I havent responded to you I am sorry. It wasnt intentional.

Oh a little addition. Scylla is LaBomba!!!!! That is my kind of woman. Perfect size, perfect shape and what a smile. Cuteness overflows into all out badassness. I think, therefore she appears. Woot with a capital WOOT!!!!