eyesquad

Ok. I am bored and lonely. My head is hurting because I just sat too close to the movie screen at Bad Boys 2. So its time for the GI cocktail. 2 tylenol cold and sinus and 2 goodys powders. That is the nectar of the gods. Can you believe that they do not have that in Seattle? It must be an east coast thing. Every year I go to Seattle 2 times a year and have to bring my own powdered aspirin. Its also getting kinda dicey now that the war on Terror has escalated to the point where I have to wear clean socks so when I take my shoes off at security I am not embarrassed.

I want a gun and a Ferrari just like Will Smith.

But as for the other problem presenting me at the moment. I am lonely. I hate these days when I have nothing to do. Idle hands are the Devils hands and I feel eveil at the moment. I know that my relationship is over with my exbut, I do miss her company. We went to movies together and had good times. So I miss that. That is why I hate these spells of loneliness because they make me want to just call her and try to work things out. But that can never happen. It isnt well for both of us. Too bad it seems to feel well at the moment. I sometimes think that I should have tried a little harder or settled down and lived a happy normal life. But then again, I dont think that would have lasted too long. I am not the work til Friday, cut grass on Sat and cook out on Sun with the little click. I think I would puke.

so now having said that for the world to see, I feel better. My friend keeps a journal and says it makes him feel better. I will have to tell him it does.