Monday Aug 11, 2003

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Just got back drom Tenn. Went to see a head shrinker today. I have just joined the ranks of the Bi-polar army. Interesting, I never thought that fit me until reading it. But, now I know and knowing is half the battle. So I will formulate a plan to deal and then become a millionare. Zowie.

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_v_:
sorry
don't go killing me now
my best friend is on medication for it now
and all these years i thought he was just weird
glad he knows now
you too
tigerlily:
*squeezing eyes shut tight and wishing*
luckluckluckluckluckluckfuck(how'd that get in there?)lucklucklucklcukklukcluck

Friday Aug 08, 2003

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Havent gone to sleep yet. Been packing and listening to thrash metal till the wee hours of the morn...well now. I love it. I now get to drive to Knoxville Tenn. Woot. It's always refreshing to see comments from my freinds and Sg's in my journal, so keep em coming.
Going to put some new pics up after this weekend. Talked to the new girl...
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tigerlily:
why are you going to knoxville?

*foxwhistle* new girl sounds great...hope weds. rocks!!

hmmm...sexy about a man...centered self-esteem, if he feels good being in his body (no matter the size/shape of ANYTHING...good friend of mine has a complex about being small in stature and his energy is icky, while another friend is small and is confident in his body and he's sexy as all hell), sense of humor, when he gives me that "look", an open heart that can open to me, the way his warmth smells through his tshirt, masculinity that is not afraid of femininity...(and nice eyes, nice lips, nice back, nice ass, nice hands all help wink

your "what makes a woman sexy" was beautifully poetic...can't top it...
aya:
The worst thing is that s/h to canada for comics (which tend to get heavy REAL FAST) is killer.

But as far as 2 lies goes - GOOD JOB! YAY!

Thursday Aug 07, 2003

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Went to meet the ATLSG people tonight but couldn't hook up with you. Missed you. Got to 80s night about 10:30 after going by Fellinis. Damm I wanted to see everyone too.

After that though I met an angel. A bonafied Filipino angel. I was so suprised. A friend of mine introduced her to me. I think she fell from heaven right as I walked...
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aya:
I couldn't in good conscience take your comics. They're too valuable.

But I don't get tummy aches from sugar.

And yeah. Flip girls rock.
llona:
dude. we looked for you all night.
I am so totally bummed that no one showed.
Someone needs to have your phone number, or something so we can reach each other in these situations. would have loved to have seen you.

what is sexy about a man? smart funny and nice. manly but doesn't take himself too seriously. flirty but not desperate. good body and good style. self assurance. smiling and being cheeky. smelling good but natural. unselfsconsciousness. Smiling. looking me straight in the eye and listening.
I dig man smell and I love watching men watch women. I enjoy even more the looks exchange between me and a man.
does that help at all?

Wednesday Aug 06, 2003

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Hell yea. ROCK ON!! Just got back from Poisen. Partied backstage with the guitarist from Vince Neils new band and then got hit on by 2 40 yr old women that were actually really sweet. After that went to Follies and ate then came home. All in all a good night.

I was told 2 times I was sexy tonight. What a moral booster. But...
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apologees:
poison? hehehe...how did you get backstage?

Wednesday Aug 06, 2003

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Well had to let off a little steam last night. Went bowling with some friends and then went to visit my friend that works at the Masters. Cool strip club with fake helicopters on poles out in front of it. He handed me 2 tickets to POISEN!!!!!!!!!!! Wow. An 80s hair band extroidanary fiasco that I will be attending tonight. Me thinks that it wil...
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_v_:
ah yes
time
the death of me
it vexes me and laughs in my face
i hate time
time time time
time to make something
art project time
monica:
awwww your so sweet kiss

Tuesday Aug 05, 2003

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Been getting alot of sleep lately. It feels good. One needs a regular sleep schedule. It makes ones problems easier to deal with. I am still purging and it is feeling much better. No lyrics today. On the move.

By the way. Does anyone want some comics? Couple old issues of preacher, some Vampire comics, Alot of Vertigo stuff ie scarab and stuff. I have...
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_v_:
i want comics but i will buy them when i am rich
your words meant alot to me
you are a good guy
i wish you were a here friend
instead of a there friend
aya:
I *heart* vertigo. Particularly Sandman, Shade and Swamp Thing.
Have you tried selling on Ebay?

And DAMN good guess on Two Lies. Also a correct one.

*does a cheer for eyesquad*

Monday Aug 04, 2003

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Well yesterday got alot better after I got hammered on the drinks I was giving out. So I felt better. I also drafted a letter that will never be given to the ex to get my frustrations out and that made me feel better too. A purge. Thanks Tigerlily you were right.

So today was a very good day. Went and did a party at...
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delirium_faerie:
i always wish i had a camera with me for all the crazy church signs i see.

there was this one old car someone was selling around town that i really wanted, but i don't have the money. not even sure what i do with one. i don't even have a garage to put my one car in.
darthwombat:
best of luck with the straw-hatted asians...
purging can be good, but sulking is so much more fun...oh wait, no it's not.

Sunday Aug 03, 2003

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Got 10 hours of sleep last night. WOOT. Feel great today. Going to bartend a party this afternoon. Should be funny. Spent yesterday afternoon throwing out all kinds of stuff from my house. I am such a pack rat. It actually felt good. THink im going to do somemore today. Here is a very good set of lyrics. The sum up my mood lately.

There's...
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aya:
Nice guess BUT not quite right.
Never did do ballet - went the martial arts route.
_v_:
i guess that is high enough

Saturday Aug 02, 2003

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Today sparks another day. Feeling a little better about the ex thing. Her loss not mine.

Went to Third Eye Blind last night and worked. I sold Daqauiris. It was an open air concert in the Olympic park. Pretty neato.

More lyrics today.

I was thinking it's a sign that the freckles
in our eyes are mirror images and when
we kiss they're perfectly aligned...
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apologees:
hey. hook a brother up. i wanna sell daiquries too.
tigerlily:
do you door chew in company, or is it a private thing?

i can train you out of that, you know.

thatsh the shpirit about yer ex. fuck 'er! oh...

Friday Aug 01, 2003

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Ok today is a good and bad day. Let me explain. Every time an ex has done me wrong they meet with a real bad string of bad luck. I don't know what it is or how it happens, but it happens. Case 1. Had one cheat on me 2 times ( My fault the second time, shoulda dumped her after the first. Love is...
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tigerlily:
ok, now i'm extra extra happy!!! and after all these years, it's spider in the DRESSING ROOM, not distance. it never occured to me that "distance" didn't make sense...i just figured....well, i guess my 14 year old brain at the time couldn't understand 1/2 of what their cockney accents said, so distance made just about as much sense as any.

thank you! i sang along...

no, you'll never understand. *cherish the mystery*
and poop on your ex...if she goes to relationship to get her "needs" met, she'll always meet with dissapointment.
tigerlily:
thank you for being so *tactful* wink

Thursday Jul 31, 2003

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Time for another set of Lyrics. This one dedicated to MissTigerlily. My new friend. Here you go darling. This ones for you.

I was getting dressed late one night
along came a spider and I got a fright
oh I could not squash it flat
No matter how I tried,
And when it looked me in the eye
I ran away to hide...

I put...
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aya:
Truth = metallica.
Yes, yes, the shame.
_v_:
great saying
true
and not true

Thursday Jul 31, 2003

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Woke up at 10:45 today and feel tired. How shitty is that. Robbed of a refreshing nights sleep even after getting 9 hours. Maybe I am a martian. Maybe I am not drinking enough Gatorade. Who knows. Got a journal entry last night from Aya. Right onnnn!!!
That makes me happy. She's gonna leave a testimonial too since I can't leave my own. Groovy.

There...
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_v_:
tooo many angles
too many
a
ha ah aha
tigerlily:
your comment, profile, and journal entry have just made.my.day. thank you...it feels good to laugh.

toy dolls! yay! i had one album of theirs in highschool...a dubbed tape of a dubbed tape. i don't even remember the name of the album, just the songs...spiders in the distance (hey, could be your theme song for today), doogie, nellie the elephant, fiery jack. i've tried to find the album since and can only find compilations....

thanks for saying hi, stranger. *hearty secret handshake*
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