eyesoopenned

i woke up today with a smile on my face.....a lovely surprise....

last night ryan and i were going to cash his check when i heard something that seemed to put things in perspective for me....it was a flaming lips song....im not sure about the name of the song and im not sure exactly how the lyrics went.....but all i know is that for the first time in a while....things seemed so clear....ha all in part to some words strung together by some band....its interesting how life works at time....

so from that moment on i decided to quit....quit living for what is to come tomorrow and instead live and breathe in what i have surrounding me today....mainly my dad....dont get me wrong,,,it still pains me to see him sometimes in his condition....but i cant let that be the only thing i see....

wow....i sound rather stupid right now....haha....but its rare that i have epiphanies....

i finished 2 paintings this weekend which tickles me to no end....ive felt so inspired recently....its so lovely when i havre muses in my life to get my creative juices flowing....

i found a studio in mt. lebo...$450 a month and that includes utilities....i also found some in shadyside and carrick and one in southside....oh how exciting....

ok well im off to the museum with annaliesa and patrick soon....i hope you all have a lovely day...take care....xoxoxoxoxo....