i just got back from carnegie mellon univ....it was terribly cold in the room today for some reason....they actually put a space heater next to me so my tits wouldnt fall off....the usuals were there and a couple new faces....the drawings didnt turn out all that bad...theres this one guy that comes every sunday just about...hes in his late 30s...although he looks about 20....hes got an air of elusiveness and mystery about him that gets me all riled up...and hes probably the most talented one there....he captures my body and the light and the atmsphere around me just perfectly...i feel beautiful when i look at his drawings of me....
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