a song(not by me)
vida blue
im feeling cold today
frozen to the core
i need some inspiration
to pull me from the floor
take me down the road
to a place ive never been before
open up my eyes
show me colors that ive never seen
open up your mouth
give me perfect words ive never heard
im ready now lets go
burn my...
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vida blue
im feeling cold today
frozen to the core
i need some inspiration
to pull me from the floor
take me down the road
to a place ive never been before
open up my eyes
show me colors that ive never seen
open up your mouth
give me perfect words ive never heard
im ready now lets go
burn my...
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so i spent the night over annaliesas....it was odd....i watched football with papa phil and made stephie a. laugh when everyone else seemed to have given up on talking to her in the family....annaliesa was downstairs the entire time....papa phil said i looked like betty boop with my new haircut....he said that was a good thing....so i would humor him every once in a while...
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booshanky:
Jeebus christ you write a lot!
I'm thankful for the fact that i'm not fuckin homeless. but then again, that's all due to my own effort. so who should i be thankful to?
I'm thankful for the fact that i'm not fuckin homeless. but then again, that's all due to my own effort. so who should i be thankful to?
g_felix:
Hey eyesoopenned1412,
I love it when things turn peachy again! Glad things are better between Annaliesa and you!
I am thankful for my friends on this site and elsewhere, my family and that I also have an art to pursue. There is a lot more but one final one: That my wife and I are finally out of ccard debt!
Your entries are never too long and are never boring!
Take care!
I love it when things turn peachy again! Glad things are better between Annaliesa and you!
I am thankful for my friends on this site and elsewhere, my family and that I also have an art to pursue. There is a lot more but one final one: That my wife and I are finally out of ccard debt!
Your entries are never too long and are never boring!
Take care!
so i lost about 10 lbs while being sick....fortunately for me however...im not sick anymore and my appetite is in full effect....wahoo....so those 10 lbs are slowly but surely finding their way back to my thighs....yum food is one of my favorite things....
im not sure how i manage to stay so thin...i eat all the time...and i really am not exagerating about that...from the...
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im not sure how i manage to stay so thin...i eat all the time...and i really am not exagerating about that...from the...
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booshanky:
Hehehe, the "toot".
freyja__:
if you continue to eat constantly during the day, you will keep your metabolism up. i eat little bits (mostly) all day long. keeps your system running.
you are just too sweet.
i hope nothing but good things find you.
xo
you are just too sweet.
i hope nothing but good things find you.
xo
being sick is awful...
thursday i barely even left the bed and friday annaliesa actually had to pack my things...friday night i was scheduled to work...i only stayed for about an hour until sarah made me go home because i was so bad....then saturday night my parents had to rush me to the er because my temp was at 104.6.....my face was swollen...i could hardly...
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thursday i barely even left the bed and friday annaliesa actually had to pack my things...friday night i was scheduled to work...i only stayed for about an hour until sarah made me go home because i was so bad....then saturday night my parents had to rush me to the er because my temp was at 104.6.....my face was swollen...i could hardly...
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g_felix:
Hey eyesoopenned1412,
Different pic! Great!
How are you feeling? Any better?
Different pic! Great!
How are you feeling? Any better?
earplug6947:
excellent
i'll be here in the shadows if you need me.
i'll be here in the shadows if you need me.
college is weird...full of unnecessary drama....hmmm it makes me realize how glad i am that i didnt go...haha...
all i know is that im with my beautiful annaliesa and i get to fall asleep next to her every night....i love her more than i love myself and everything and anything else in the unniverse.....
we went out to a "gay" bar on sunday night....i had...
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all i know is that im with my beautiful annaliesa and i get to fall asleep next to her every night....i love her more than i love myself and everything and anything else in the unniverse.....
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sabine:
oh..that last line was supposed to be it makes me *think* about fate. if only i were bright enough to figure out how to edit my comments.
bishop:
now I'm super jealous
but very glad you are having lots of fun with lots of lovin' and lots of love...
but very glad you are having lots of fun with lots of lovin' and lots of love...
just as fair warning...this may take a while...it was a long night...
annaliesa came back home yesterday....she came over as soon as she could and i led her blindfolded into my bedroom....sat her on the bed and told her to take off the blindfold....i was sitting indian style in front of her...our eyes parallel and connected in such a spiritual bond that i could barely...
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annaliesa came back home yesterday....she came over as soon as she could and i led her blindfolded into my bedroom....sat her on the bed and told her to take off the blindfold....i was sitting indian style in front of her...our eyes parallel and connected in such a spiritual bond that i could barely...
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bishop:
you are a little like droopy dog.....but cuter and more understated...
lefty:
WOW...... intense.....
its probabally better that he didnt talk to you... i mean what would you have to say to him?.... i dunno, maybe thats just me...
its probabally better that he didnt talk to you... i mean what would you have to say to him?.... i dunno, maybe thats just me...
work was incredibly slow last night...not necessarily in that "time" sort of way but just a slow mundane and almost pathetic way...im not sure why we stay open 24 hours...business dies down to a nothing after 10 on everyday other than friday...friday nights bring in the scum of the earth also known as highschool kids....well maybe "the scum of the earth" is a bit harsh...
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freyja__:
i love reading your journal.
write a novel.
write about your life and how far you've come!
yay powerpuff girls!
write a novel.
write about your life and how far you've come!
yay powerpuff girls!
poeto:
just want to say that your journal is really compelling (sp?), you're a great writer. If you write a novel in the style of the journal I'll buy the first copy.
im in such a lovley mood this morning for some reason....im not complaining about it...im just in shock...
something strange happened last night at work...a boy asked for my number....and i wasnt even wearing makeup....i found it interesting because well i just did,....so i gave him my number and off he went down the street...
its funny...in the last 2 weeks or so ive given...
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something strange happened last night at work...a boy asked for my number....and i wasnt even wearing makeup....i found it interesting because well i just did,....so i gave him my number and off he went down the street...
its funny...in the last 2 weeks or so ive given...
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jasiri:
why do people ask for your number and then not call... our lives have some interesting parallels...except that i woke up in a pissy mood...and i am bitching about it 
wish i wasn't in such a state...or i would blow the rest of your first page gabbing...the only problem is, it would be super negative if it were tonight...anyway...wishing you sweet dreams and happy tomorrow's...nighty night...
wish i wasn't in such a state...or i would blow the rest of your first page gabbing...the only problem is, it would be super negative if it were tonight...anyway...wishing you sweet dreams and happy tomorrow's...nighty night...
g_felix:
Hey eyesoopenned1412,
Neat pic! How did you get such a close-up and have it be clear? (I really have to get me a digital camera.)
Oh, and by the way...it is not possible for you to "take up too much space" on my journal!
Neat pic! How did you get such a close-up and have it be clear? (I really have to get me a digital camera.)
Oh, and by the way...it is not possible for you to "take up too much space" on my journal!
i hate paying bills....it is such an unwanted drag....
ive been saving up now for about a year or so....and i only need $5,000 more dollars for a down payment on a house....i figured that buying a house would be far more beneficial for me in the long run that renting an apartment....so ive been looking around for a quaint little hole in the ground...
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ive been saving up now for about a year or so....and i only need $5,000 more dollars for a down payment on a house....i figured that buying a house would be far more beneficial for me in the long run that renting an apartment....so ive been looking around for a quaint little hole in the ground...
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bishop:
Thank you!!!!!!!!!!
joscelyne:
je t'adore! 
the new pic is lovely, doll
the new pic is lovely, dolli went to breakfast this morning with the first boy to ever break my heart....we had lovely conversation about everything and nothing....its always interesting to see how college can change a person....chris is one of the few that hasnt been changed by it....that makes me smile for some reason...
we sat down to eat at dennys around 9 or so and didnt leave until 12....we...
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i had an interesting halloween to say the least....enjoyble in most aspects....hmm lets see what were the more noteworthy events that took place....hmmm...oh oh oh....my little brother franky paid me the biggest compliment....for halloween he dressed up like me!!!!!!!
oh he was such an ugly ugly girl....haha....it was great...i put him in a short black dress and black fishnets and he wore black tubesocks and...
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oh he was such an ugly ugly girl....haha....it was great...i put him in a short black dress and black fishnets and he wore black tubesocks and...
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a35mmlife:
oh that is a shitty shift. damn. im sorry.
last night i dressed up as an orthodox jew. Not in a fake beard kinda way, but in a for real kinda way... i was passing out dreidles the whole night. it was tons of fun. There something funny about people who feel compelled to make sure that i know that they too are jewish... i was like... and i care? i guess its kiiiiinda cute. whatever.
last night i dressed up as an orthodox jew. Not in a fake beard kinda way, but in a for real kinda way... i was passing out dreidles the whole night. it was tons of fun. There something funny about people who feel compelled to make sure that i know that they too are jewish... i was like... and i care? i guess its kiiiiinda cute. whatever.
g_felix:
Hey eyesoopenned1412,
Like the new pic! So those are your old glasses in the pic? They look good. Love to see a pic with your new glasses, too!
I agree with your post on my journal. Rabbits are wierd creatures. Ever see Monty Python's movie Holy Grail? With the killer white rabbit? Yeah, they are all probably like that. :-)
Kids have always been dumb. Parents have to look out for them. That's the problem. Parents are not teaching their kids like they used to do.
I'm glad that jason liked his present. If things work out, they will. If they don't, they don't. I guess I'm trying to say, don't sress over it. You did not do anything wrong. It is not you. You are not the reason that things did not work out. You can do everything absolutely right and still have things not work out how you want them to. (Boy, that sounded like a big downer! Sorry!!!) (I did mean for it to come across positive!)
You are doing good. You have your head on straight. You are not in the drug scene any more. You are trying to improve yourself. Just keep going. You will be so happy one day that you will look back at this time in your life and laugh.
Have a wonderful day!
Like the new pic! So those are your old glasses in the pic? They look good. Love to see a pic with your new glasses, too!
I agree with your post on my journal. Rabbits are wierd creatures. Ever see Monty Python's movie Holy Grail? With the killer white rabbit? Yeah, they are all probably like that. :-)
Kids have always been dumb. Parents have to look out for them. That's the problem. Parents are not teaching their kids like they used to do.
I'm glad that jason liked his present. If things work out, they will. If they don't, they don't. I guess I'm trying to say, don't sress over it. You did not do anything wrong. It is not you. You are not the reason that things did not work out. You can do everything absolutely right and still have things not work out how you want them to. (Boy, that sounded like a big downer! Sorry!!!) (I did mean for it to come across positive!)
You are doing good. You have your head on straight. You are not in the drug scene any more. You are trying to improve yourself. Just keep going. You will be so happy one day that you will look back at this time in your life and laugh.
Have a wonderful day!
was i your one hit wonder
or was it the other way
songs of forgotten angst
pent up sex in power chords
that knocked me out
do you still hum my name
when youre in the shower
or in your car
my heart fell to the pavement
that night you let me know where
i stood, sat, slept and fucked
just your whore was good...
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or was it the other way
songs of forgotten angst
pent up sex in power chords
that knocked me out
do you still hum my name
when youre in the shower
or in your car
my heart fell to the pavement
that night you let me know where
i stood, sat, slept and fucked
just your whore was good...
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jasiri:
*blush* that's the sweetest message ever...thank you for warming my heart on this chilly hallow's eve... HAPPY HALLOWEEN LOVELY!!! *kisses and tummy tickles*
HAPPY HALLOWEEN LOVELY!!! *kisses and tummy tickles*
g_felix:
Hey eyesoopenned1412,
I am glad that my opinions helped in some small way! You are most certainly welcome, pretty lady!
I liked your poem. Don't feel bad about posting. Life intrudes sometimes. We all knew that you had stuff that you had to get through. No prob!
Glad you had fun with joey and jordan. Was this an attempt to push jason out of your heart? It's not pathetic to still care for jason. Hope you care for him forever. It just did not work out. Doesn't mean you have to turn your feelings off.
Today was day 101. Keep up the great work! Take care!
I am glad that my opinions helped in some small way! You are most certainly welcome, pretty lady!
I liked your poem. Don't feel bad about posting. Life intrudes sometimes. We all knew that you had stuff that you had to get through. No prob!
Glad you had fun with joey and jordan. Was this an attempt to push jason out of your heart? It's not pathetic to still care for jason. Hope you care for him forever. It just did not work out. Doesn't mean you have to turn your feelings off.
Today was day 101. Keep up the great work! Take care!
P.S. you still have the sexiest profile pics.
I'll shut up now.
movies, tv ads, print, songs.. everything.
don't let it get you down.
you are SOOOOOOOOOO loved by your darling annaliesa. and that love can conquer universes.
don't let the couples get you down.
the stronger you are as an individual.. the better you will be suited for being a couple. the more charged you are as YOU.. the more magnetic you will be to what's right for you.
blahblahblah..i know.
but keep your head up.
here's a little love to fill your heart
*lovelovelovelovelove*