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Finally!

after a few billion glitches and failed attempts. letters to the site. and tears in the middle of the night. my profile on here finally let me enter and SAVE my information. took sooo long. anywho. go look since its finally there. ha
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eyehatetherain:
ha we are just interesting beingswink
aidan:
Heh, I know right? Oh well. People suck. I shake my fist at them.
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hm. he always comes back. there will be others but he always comes back in a way. apparently hes happy with this girl. thats what a mutual friend said. but why does he keep coming back for more......extra curricular themed things. hes got her. i would never dream of sleeping with him if hes with someone. or maybe ever. i was attached to him. he...
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lil_em:
They'll ALWAYS want their cake and eat it. Don't let him get his way, take care of you xx
soldenit:

I wish you the best, and that decision is the right one, luck and I'll explain how this story ends
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this is not something i ever talk about. i dont know that i've spoken about it in at least a year. so i really appreciate an open ear, or eye. thank you

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not the greatest of nights. being stuck at home gives me too much time to think. all this crap coming up in my head from the past. i havent really had any healthy...
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lil_em:
I think we've all been there at some point in our lives and never feel bad for blogging about it - that's what it's there for! That's what we're all here for - well, that and the bewbies tongue

I suspect I'm quite a few years older than you and I've already decided to go it alone. Men are just a pain in the arse and having tried a number of times to have a successful relationship, they've never worked out and have caused me too much pain.

I think there is far too much emphasis on people HAVING to be in a happy and loving relationship yet I suspect the reality is that a lot of people aren't happy yet they stay because it's easier or they can't afford to leave etc. Fuck that shit. Now I'm concentrating on making myself happy rather than hoping for someone else to do it for me. I also believe that you can't expect anyone else to love you if you don't love yourself.

Just my opinion but I hope it helps............ smile

xx
eyehatetherain:
oh i am very happy with myself. its as simple as affection. we're all human. we all need it. its just as simple as i dont have anyone that has that kind of pure caring about what effects me that love brings along with it. i know i've been that person for others before. but i've never had it myself.

i'm not saying anything against you. but i feel bad that you feel that way about how things are for you. theres always someone out there to make you happy. you cant give up too much hope. i really hope you are happy though. whichever way you choose. we just gotta be happy either way smile
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leg injured at work. out for maybe 2 weeks. muscle damage says the dr.
vicodin and vodka tonight says me
me had a very good idea
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eyehatetherain:
fell down in my stockroom at work. someone left stuff out. slipped on it and fell full force into a metal storage thing. ya fun
weston:
Ouch, hope you're all recovered soon!
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so last night was fun. since i'm a part of the KHK(kill hannah fan base that helps promote the band) they had listening parties to preview the new album. sent it to leaders and whatnot in cities for the weekend. and they have to send it back tomorrow. so thats what i did last night. amazing. so excited for the album. a few of the...
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the sun is shining outside.can someone tell the clouds to come along and wash it away
jessizzle:
where are you? it's dark outside here x
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my swelling in my lip is almost completely gone. just a bit of bruising. ya.

now thats one of the good things going on. alot of things are bad right now. my parents are favoring my sister sooo much. she sits at home. she does nothing. no school no job. 18 years old. she is praised for doing dished. i work full time. go to...
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pixietom:
A fellow fan here!!! Just love that show honestly. BBC will never stop giving me good stuff that I will actually watch.

Sorry to hear about that. Family is the weirdest group of people that no matter what you are linked to. Maybe they will change their mind. I mean its not like a piercing is forever, unless you keep it in and make sure its not gonna close up. But tattoos on the other hand seem like the bad thing. I have tattoos, and my parents just try and roll it off. More of a separation in generations going on.
Hopefully they just suck it up and deal. Hopefully!
*hugs*
harlowann:
Haha thanks man. Hopefully things will get better for you too. I understand how you feel. My parents are favoring my 15 year old sister.. frown It sucks majorly.. I just hope it gets better for you dear. Hang in there. xoxo
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eyehatetherain:
thankss guys
stampedeofworms:
I dunno about the lip piercing, but the glasses are classic.
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people are stupid...and so is school tongue
stampedeofworms:
Tru dat! Damn straight, I couldn't have put it any better.
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sitting in the library at school doing a whole lot of nothing. forgot my sweatshirt at home of course. little chilly. i'm thinking of going outside and sitting in the sun with my ipod.probably will in a bit. hopefully its a little sunny. havent checked yet.sigh. i wanna go home and sleep. but not till 3.gettting closer.
mo_love_99:
thanks for the friendship add <3