i start to get interested in guys a bit too fast. i dont do anything besides a bit of flirting. but i go at it a little too fast from time to time. i've learned to pace myself. but mentally i still do it. sigh. i just never have a guy crush back. or anything close to it.
sigh. whats wrong with me?
i know....
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sigh. whats wrong with me?
i know....
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joedingo:
Talkin bout the Foose Ball Table lol
berdie:
Thank you so much for coming and looking and commenting on myset!
wasneverhere:
Hah. "I am a writer" too. I have actually managed to make half a living at it, but I have to keep telling myself that all the time.
As Kerouac, said "you have to stick to it with the energy of a benny addict."
Who was the literary idol?
As Kerouac, said "you have to stick to it with the energy of a benny addict."
Who was the literary idol?
family and work. god i feel so tense.
how is it always that when my young wreckless sister does something stupid i get yelled at?
can someone help me here. my mother really is an idiot.
i now fully understand why people move far away from their families
at least i may have found a new cutie. we shall see. i dont expect anything. i'm...
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how is it always that when my young wreckless sister does something stupid i get yelled at?
can someone help me here. my mother really is an idiot.
i now fully understand why people move far away from their families
at least i may have found a new cutie. we shall see. i dont expect anything. i'm...
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hexxus:
good times no?
good luck with your new cutie =]
good luck with your new cutie =]
eyehatetherain:
ha thank you. ya times are a bit crappy in general
work work work
so retail is so dumb. ha as i'm sure you can imagine
the holidays. prime asshole customer time. pretty much the majority of them fall into that.
i have to work till 12 or 1 every night, which is screwing any form of sleep schedule i have. its stupid.
i know i'm just kind of bitching ha. its one of those nights...
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so retail is so dumb. ha as i'm sure you can imagine
the holidays. prime asshole customer time. pretty much the majority of them fall into that.
i have to work till 12 or 1 every night, which is screwing any form of sleep schedule i have. its stupid.
i know i'm just kind of bitching ha. its one of those nights...
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robert_miller:
ouch, hope you heal up well
eyehatetherain:
ha thanks. its slowly progressing
im so clumsy ugh
i was installing a rather large shelf tonight and it slipped and hit me pretty hard on the nose
luckily it hit higher then the cartilage and didnt break. but it hurts pretty bad. i'm swollen and have a nice little cut where it hit.
i get hurt so much from my clumsiness. as much as i try i cant seem...
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i was installing a rather large shelf tonight and it slipped and hit me pretty hard on the nose
luckily it hit higher then the cartilage and didnt break. but it hurts pretty bad. i'm swollen and have a nice little cut where it hit.
i get hurt so much from my clumsiness. as much as i try i cant seem...
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sjofn_:
I get hurt a lot too I use to run into telephone polls trip over nothing sigh
eyehatetherain:
i know it sucks right? ha
and i'm not too bad off. a headache has been going since it happened but i expected that. i just feel a bit like martia brady
"oh my nose"
and i'm not too bad off. a headache has been going since it happened but i expected that. i just feel a bit like martia brady
"oh my nose"
oh life. how cruel you can be.
i'm still happy from my trip. nice and relaxed
but a problem that pops up alot is that i have feelings for a friend. i kinda push it down from time to time. hes a great guy. but the whole time(years) i've known him i could never make myself have any attraction to him at all...it blows. i...
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i'm still happy from my trip. nice and relaxed
but a problem that pops up alot is that i have feelings for a friend. i kinda push it down from time to time. hes a great guy. but the whole time(years) i've known him i could never make myself have any attraction to him at all...it blows. i...
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eyehatetherain:
new blog. please read 
and i threw a new profile pic up
and i threw a new profile pic up
tokuhaxo:
hahahah
it was a little funny hahahah today i finally identified a species of tree from its wood hahaha it tokk me like a month, its not hard but i'm a rookie hahaha
it was a little funny hahahah today i finally identified a species of tree from its wood hahaha it tokk me like a month, its not hard but i'm a rookie hahaha
best week ever
2 concerts back to back
2 day road trip.
i think i just gained 10 years back onto my life
this leads to inspiration
2 concerts back to back
2 day road trip.
i think i just gained 10 years back onto my life
this leads to inspiration
taoandcoffee:
yay! Always great to find inspiration, no matter where it comes from
god i need to get out of this deep depression.
Day 2 and counting
Day 2 and counting
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eyehatetherain:
ha. trust me. its not exactly a state of mind so to speak with myself. i have some chemical problems and am on medication. but i thank you for the comment. i'm trying to get it sorted out
thebigdirty:
I know the feeling....had such a shitty couple of days till now!
It'll happen!
It'll happen!
been not so wonderful lately.
alot of family stress. they are really past the point of caring about me. from time to time they put on a smile and pretend. but really they dont show anything real.
everyone has been deciding to unload all of their problems on me. typicly ones that will cause me stress. its been so shitty.
i've been really depressed.since my...
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shabs:
Honestly, weight loss in its simplist term is really just taking in less calories than your body needs. I would research and see exactly how many calories/carbs/fat(the good ones)/protein you need in a day to maintain or in this case lose weight.
At that point, get real friendly with writing EVERYTHING you have eaten down as you eat it, not just calories, but fat (yes you need some), carbs (they are NOT your enemy regardless of what ATKINS tells you), and protein. Keep a running total.
Also, you have to exercise, cardio will help you lose weight initially, but you need to build muscle (depending on what you have already) to keep it off. Muscle simply burns more calories than fat does, and keeps your metabolism going.
Hope this helps...and really don't expect - nor should you - lose more than 2-3 pounds a week. There is no fast easy way.
Trust me, this will work. At one point I was 29% fat, and about 30 pounds overwieght - the above, in 6 months, brought me down to 13% fat, lost 40 pounds of fat, and gained 15 of muscle - (and yes my wife loved me more...jk)
Good luck....
At that point, get real friendly with writing EVERYTHING you have eaten down as you eat it, not just calories, but fat (yes you need some), carbs (they are NOT your enemy regardless of what ATKINS tells you), and protein. Keep a running total.
Also, you have to exercise, cardio will help you lose weight initially, but you need to build muscle (depending on what you have already) to keep it off. Muscle simply burns more calories than fat does, and keeps your metabolism going.
Hope this helps...and really don't expect - nor should you - lose more than 2-3 pounds a week. There is no fast easy way.
Trust me, this will work. At one point I was 29% fat, and about 30 pounds overwieght - the above, in 6 months, brought me down to 13% fat, lost 40 pounds of fat, and gained 15 of muscle - (and yes my wife loved me more...jk)
Good luck....
eyehatetherain:
i appreciate the input thanks