my swelling in my lip is almost completely gone. just a bit of bruising. ya.
now thats one of the good things going on. alot of things are bad right now. my parents are favoring my sister sooo much. she sits at home. she does nothing. no school no job. 18 years old. she is praised for doing dished. i work full time. go to school full time. barely have any time to sleep. i get ignored. they give her a day to do what she wants. take her and friends to the city. drive her anywhere. buy her whatever she wants. i'm not invited. when they pretend to care and try to see if i want to go. they act as if i'm a burden. i made my own plans. didnt feel like being their second thought. i pierce my lip. and i'm disgusting. i'm no child. whenever i speak to them thats how i'm spoken to. someone at work took a picture of my employee of the month award on the wall. covered it with ink. i do nothing to anyone. i am nice to them all. i joke and am fair. this is all something that is getting to me a bit. apparently to a few i dont matter. some of the ones that used to matter the most.
they no longer matter. i cannot care. they have had their chances all my life. always given me hell. abusive mentaly and otherwise. i am no longer their family. i am not going to care. i cant anymore. they eat me away.
friends. the family you choose. and the only ones you can rely on truely. they are the ones who actually care. your support. you are theres. they are what matters. true family is the one you choose. blood is thinned by the bad memories
now thats one of the good things going on. alot of things are bad right now. my parents are favoring my sister sooo much. she sits at home. she does nothing. no school no job. 18 years old. she is praised for doing dished. i work full time. go to school full time. barely have any time to sleep. i get ignored. they give her a day to do what she wants. take her and friends to the city. drive her anywhere. buy her whatever she wants. i'm not invited. when they pretend to care and try to see if i want to go. they act as if i'm a burden. i made my own plans. didnt feel like being their second thought. i pierce my lip. and i'm disgusting. i'm no child. whenever i speak to them thats how i'm spoken to. someone at work took a picture of my employee of the month award on the wall. covered it with ink. i do nothing to anyone. i am nice to them all. i joke and am fair. this is all something that is getting to me a bit. apparently to a few i dont matter. some of the ones that used to matter the most.
they no longer matter. i cannot care. they have had their chances all my life. always given me hell. abusive mentaly and otherwise. i am no longer their family. i am not going to care. i cant anymore. they eat me away.
friends. the family you choose. and the only ones you can rely on truely. they are the ones who actually care. your support. you are theres. they are what matters. true family is the one you choose. blood is thinned by the bad memories
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Sorry to hear about that. Family is the weirdest group of people that no matter what you are linked to. Maybe they will change their mind. I mean its not like a piercing is forever, unless you keep it in and make sure its not gonna close up. But tattoos on the other hand seem like the bad thing. I have tattoos, and my parents just try and roll it off. More of a separation in generations going on.
Hopefully they just suck it up and deal. Hopefully!
*hugs*