eyehatetherain

seriously. really. not the best way to wake up.

I was asleep.my sister and her stupid slutty friend were in the kitchen being loud and woke me up. I went out and asked them to please talk somewhere else.then my sister started jumping all over me and getting defensive,like she always does whenever anyone says anything a little negative to her or asks her to do what she doesn't want to.she said she was cooking and that I need to deal with it.my mom was there I asked if she could maybe finish in the other kitchen(we have a second kitchen at the other end of our house b/c they used to be two units we combined).my mom started kinda acting like that too.I asked her to stop raising her voice and please be quiet.she started getting touchy and said they were almost done then going next door.then said in a kind of whatever voice.to calm down.with the attitude like I was really over reacting.

way to hit a my soft spot bright and early when i wake up. i hate so much when people question my emotions in that way. or tell me i'm over reacting. i'm finally at a place where i am NOT over reacting. i can get past it easily when its some person who doesnt know me well. whatever, they dont matter. but what gets me is that these are people who should know alot better then to say that. that is what really got me angry. seriously, any person who was woken up after working a long day the night before would be pissed that they got woken up. i'm not being unreasonable and overly emotional. do not say that to me when you know i have had a past of moods that fluctuate so much without me being able to control them at all. i know what i'm doing now and dont apreciate that they do this.

my family, once insensitive assholes, always and forever more insensitive assholes