eyehatetherain

i'm leaving in 10 minutes to be off to work. last night was fun. though i had a bit of an emotional relapse. not easy to see someone i used to be with, with someone else for the first time. especially when you are good friends. even harder to see that the new girl is really molding him into a different person. the type of person he used to hate. its a really sad thing. oh well. he treats all the other girls like goddesses when they treat him like crap. even if he doesnt know it. and i treated him like he was the only one, though he abused and used the situation greatly. it was a slap in the face to see him treat someone the way i always deserved to be treated.


i'd like to see his face the day he realizes exactly what he did. that will be an interesting day.