well i havent been around alot, been kid of distracted. Life is stressful for me, all the time. i wish it would just be nothing again, like it used to be when i was a kid, like right after graduation. go drink do some drugs chill play games and shit and not have to worry about being at work the next day or being able to pay all my f'in bills.. i might not be around a whole lot anymore, i wish i could. but the nwe g/f isnt a huge fan of nudies, i hope i wont have to cancel my account. I hate that iam such a doublefaced-tard...
look at that, everytime i post i complain.. i should really find something nice to say for a change... Oh and EH i will try to remember to send you my #, i dont know whats going down that weekend but you should at least come in and visit at the store
well iam going to go its past 3am and i should be sleeping,
look at that, everytime i post i complain.. i should really find something nice to say for a change... Oh and EH i will try to remember to send you my #, i dont know whats going down that weekend but you should at least come in and visit at the store
well iam going to go its past 3am and i should be sleeping,
it's not entirely up to me what we're doing that weekend. i'm already forcing my friend to drive me here and there and just about everywhere, and i had to be like, "do you mind if i ditch you for a day so i can go hang out with my mom?" (long story. ask me someday, and i'll explain, but not now.)
anyway, i brought up the idea of going to the trishitties after the whole portland thang and he didn't seem terrifically thrilled with the idea of being my chauffeur all weekend. not to say he won't do it, but that it will take some coaxing, massive amounts of sweetness, and unfortunate abuse of the tremendous crush that he has on me.
p.p.s. but maybe its that attitude that makes it so i don't have long term relationships. i just think its shitty. i will cry if you go.