So last night was grand. Grand like a piano fuck. Dickwad, a.k.a. the boyfriend (yes, we're back together), nearly forgot it was my birthday. At 11:00 p.m. rather than saying "happy birthday" like most other people did, he said "so when I get paid what do you want for your birthday?" How sweet! Oh wait, that's right, that's NOT sweet. Asshole. I should make me...
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So. Birthday. How 'bout that.
I don't even know what I should write.
I'm a working machine. I pump out results. woRd? Yeah fuck. woRd.
Sense make for I? No.
Thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday. Super love. To those who didn't... perhaps another day!
I'm in a great mood. Will it stick around? Here's to hoping!
I'm going to party. Party...
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I don't even know what I should write.
I'm a working machine. I pump out results. woRd? Yeah fuck. woRd.
Sense make for I? No.
Thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday. Super love. To those who didn't... perhaps another day!
I'm in a great mood. Will it stick around? Here's to hoping!
I'm going to party. Party...
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psychotic:
Hope you were happy on your birth - day!
Have fun
Psychosis
Have fun
Psychosis
desmodius:
happy birthday again... just in case
I am a nice person.
I am a nice person.
I am a nice person.
I upgraded my net connection today. Upgraded so people can play xbox games online. I fought with networking for hours on end until I solved the problem - just so they can play their xbox games online in my apartment. So they can play and yell and act like crazy...
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I am a nice person.
I am a nice person.
I upgraded my net connection today. Upgraded so people can play xbox games online. I fought with networking for hours on end until I solved the problem - just so they can play their xbox games online in my apartment. So they can play and yell and act like crazy...
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fathead:
Happy Birthday!
Have a great one!
I hope I can figure out how to wrap this island for you!
I'd hate for it not to be a surprise!
D'oh...
Have a great one!
I hope I can figure out how to wrap this island for you!
I'd hate for it not to be a surprise!
D'oh...
pompeydon:
Happy Birthday 
My place is a shambles. I began rearranging furniture and such... turns out my plan won't quite fit this damned hole. Curses. I am so frustrated. I find nothing more frustrating than planning something and then having it not work because of one stupid little inch here or there. Ugh.
Tonight I get trashed. Excitement. Horray.
The journal entry I wrote the other day was...
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Tonight I get trashed. Excitement. Horray.
The journal entry I wrote the other day was...
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steve_huge:
is that another monkees song...
did you not know... furniture is mad aan inch to big for the average size of the gap it was suppossed to fit in... its a conspiracy... they do it to upset you..
clorful socks sounds good though
did you not know... furniture is mad aan inch to big for the average size of the gap it was suppossed to fit in... its a conspiracy... they do it to upset you..
clorful socks sounds good though
exquisite:
I welcome the upset my furniture brings! It just means I must be more creative in my ways of rearranging. That, or buy new furniture that will fit! I'm thinking the first shall be my only option however.
"Just let the monkey out of the cage" they said.
"It will be fun" they said.
Now look what happened.
"It will be fun" they said.
Now look what happened.
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sharkbait:
no problem about speaking about the accident. MY car is totaled and the other persons motorcycle is trashed. I came out with a few bruises, however, he had a broken pelvis, a number of scrapes that I helped tend until the paramedics got there.
Now, it's been about trying to get my car paid off, I may just bus it for now, not afraid, but having a car is in the city is a hassel.
thanks for asking, post again.
Now, it's been about trying to get my car paid off, I may just bus it for now, not afraid, but having a car is in the city is a hassel.
thanks for asking, post again.
steve_huge:
awww jesus christ... you fell for it... they've been telling everyone to let the monkeys out of the cage... i've been trying to stop them...
how many times do i have to tell you people
DONT LET THE MONKEYS OUT OF THEIR CAGES...
one lots bad enough... world wide cloned monkeys freed, running round...
singing...
"Hey, hey, were the monkees
And people say we monkey around.
But were too busy singing
To put anybody down.
Were just tryin to be friendly,
Come and watch us sing and play,
Were the young gneration,
And weve got something to say.
Hey, hey, were the monkees,
You never know where well be found.
So youd better get ready,
We may be comin to your town."
...
"Take the last train to clarksville,
And Ill meet you at the station.
You can be be there by four thirty,
cause I made your reservation.
Dont be slow, oh, no, no, no!
Oh, no, no, no!
And I dont know if Im ever coming home."
... the lyrics say it all...
stop the insanity... catch them... catch them all... put them back... before its to late...
please...
think of the children...
WONT SOMEONE THINK OF THE CHILDREN!!!
how many times do i have to tell you people
DONT LET THE MONKEYS OUT OF THEIR CAGES...
one lots bad enough... world wide cloned monkeys freed, running round...
singing...
"Hey, hey, were the monkees
And people say we monkey around.
But were too busy singing
To put anybody down.
Were just tryin to be friendly,
Come and watch us sing and play,
Were the young gneration,
And weve got something to say.
Hey, hey, were the monkees,
You never know where well be found.
So youd better get ready,
We may be comin to your town."
...
"Take the last train to clarksville,
And Ill meet you at the station.
You can be be there by four thirty,
cause I made your reservation.
Dont be slow, oh, no, no, no!
Oh, no, no, no!
And I dont know if Im ever coming home."
... the lyrics say it all...
stop the insanity... catch them... catch them all... put them back... before its to late...
please...
think of the children...
WONT SOMEONE THINK OF THE CHILDREN!!!
Salutations.
Got a new kitten. Squeekz. Cost me $150 dollah. But it was worth it... she's a Russian Blue cross. Her fur is silver and blue with some peach and white patching - crazy uber soft. She's only 7 weeks old right now so she makes my other cat look like a giant (normally she looks like a dwarf compared to other cats). The cats...
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Got a new kitten. Squeekz. Cost me $150 dollah. But it was worth it... she's a Russian Blue cross. Her fur is silver and blue with some peach and white patching - crazy uber soft. She's only 7 weeks old right now so she makes my other cat look like a giant (normally she looks like a dwarf compared to other cats). The cats...
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fergie_racer:
I see..I guess what I really meant is that if they don't acknowledge your birthday, then they aren't really your friends. It's hard to know some one elses friends. Like my friends from highschool; they are my best friends in the whole world, but even though they only lived 4 hours from me when I went to college, they never came to my birthday parties. I still consider them my best friends in the whole wide world.
steve_huge:
ooohhh kittens and imax all in one post.... and language translators no less.....
birthday...
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday sexy mumma
happy birthday to you
i'll try and come along if i can... depends if i can the flight is included in to the price of the bus fare to my local town... if so... i'll see you at the wekend
if not... enjoy
birthday hugs coming your way
birthday...
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday sexy mumma
happy birthday to you
i'll try and come along if i can... depends if i can the flight is included in to the price of the bus fare to my local town... if so... i'll see you at the wekend
if not... enjoy
birthday hugs coming your way
Alas no sleep in days. Getting tired of being over tired. Things make no sense without sleep. If I hit ten days in a row I'm going to force myself to go see my doctor to discuss getting back on sleep meds. Ugh. Pills for life fuck.
I'm so pale. Someone take me somewhere hot. Hot, sunny, and... right next door to a beach. That's...
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steve_huge:
good god girl... watch super size me...
no ones loving mcdonalds, regardless of what they think
as for no sleep, i'm the same, christ i need some sleep...
heres the deal... when im in LA next you can come visit in the sun and get some sleep... but you need to find some way of getting me to sleep as well
no exciting weekend stories unfortunately... apart from the usuall crap... that and a bunch of crap from a bunch of girls but i really cant be bothered to go into that... amybe later, just tired me out and annoyed me...
anyway...
i need some sleep
chrsit i hate mcdonalds...
no ones loving mcdonalds, regardless of what they think
as for no sleep, i'm the same, christ i need some sleep...
heres the deal... when im in LA next you can come visit in the sun and get some sleep... but you need to find some way of getting me to sleep as well
no exciting weekend stories unfortunately... apart from the usuall crap... that and a bunch of crap from a bunch of girls but i really cant be bothered to go into that... amybe later, just tired me out and annoyed me...
anyway...
i need some sleep
chrsit i hate mcdonalds...
desmodius:
it is all about power... they want you to know that they have it over you at any time... that is why the mcdonalds people and walmart people do it... they break your will so that you are a hppy mechanical animal that will be good and do what they tell you to do for as little as they can possibly pay you... some people are okay with this... they were born for slavery... others are and were not... forced conformity pisses me off...
anyway... damn girl... i've got a cure for you... five minutes with me and i will put you to sleep... well... probably bore you to sleep anyway...lol... my life not huge with the excitement...
i miss my cat... when i moved imy cat couldn't come with me
her name was fizgig. a little black tabby with a martian head... i miss her soo much... dammit... anyway...
you should go to a doctor about the no sleep thing... it is not good for you, and you need to find a drug that will let you have r.e.m. i heard that many of them don't let you dream... you just sleep, and that's just about as good for you as not sleeping at all. but yeah... you should definitely go to the docs about it... not getting sleep is really bad for you... it can mess you up something fierce. not to mention the psychotic episodes... anyway... hope you good... *smoochies...*
later...
anyway... damn girl... i've got a cure for you... five minutes with me and i will put you to sleep... well... probably bore you to sleep anyway...lol... my life not huge with the excitement...
i miss my cat... when i moved imy cat couldn't come with me
her name was fizgig. a little black tabby with a martian head... i miss her soo much... dammit... anyway...
you should go to a doctor about the no sleep thing... it is not good for you, and you need to find a drug that will let you have r.e.m. i heard that many of them don't let you dream... you just sleep, and that's just about as good for you as not sleeping at all. but yeah... you should definitely go to the docs about it... not getting sleep is really bad for you... it can mess you up something fierce. not to mention the psychotic episodes... anyway... hope you good... *smoochies...*
later...
Why.. hello there. 
YUP. I rule.
Okay so back to reality. What's shakin tonight folks? I'm bored. Bored and liquifying. Don't ask.
I'm rappin all thug style tonight. Everything I say is comin out in rap format. Obviously everything I type however, is not.
Did I ever mention how much I love The Killers? No? Well guess what. I fucking love The Killers. They make...
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YUP. I rule.
Okay so back to reality. What's shakin tonight folks? I'm bored. Bored and liquifying. Don't ask.
I'm rappin all thug style tonight. Everything I say is comin out in rap format. Obviously everything I type however, is not.
Did I ever mention how much I love The Killers? No? Well guess what. I fucking love The Killers. They make...
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brian_xvx:
it's really weird seeing some on cam that you've never met...
some of the faces you made were amusing...
some of the faces you made were amusing...
exquisite:
Haha thanks! I aim to please hehe.
Sleep is for the weak. After only two hours of sleep since ... I guess Thursday night was the last night I actually slept for more than five hours... shit. Where was I going with that? Oh right. Sleep is for the weak. Am I possibly weak enough by now to sleep? Apparently my brain thinks so!
Baaaaaaaaaby I'm hot just like an oven. I...
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fergie_racer:
Your journal entry reminds me of how I got through college on no sleep.
fergie_racer:
Your journal entry reminds me of how I got through college on no sleep.
Why is it so hard to decide whether or not I should hold onto something that may not and may never exist, and something which holds at least a slight chance of existing? I miss the person I used to be. That is, the person I used to be when I was four. I didn't worry. I made a choice, accepted the good and the...
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jonasmott:
You aren't the only one with an overactive mind. I sometimes wish I had a pause button for my brain. Maybe then I could sleep once in a while. 
May your Birthday be filled with immaturity and shenanigans. And Booze. And debauchery.Oh yeah, and Happiness.
May your Birthday be filled with immaturity and shenanigans. And Booze. And debauchery.Oh yeah, and Happiness.
desmodius:
it's hard to let something go, no matter how out of reach it may seem... the heart wants what the heart wants...
i'm happy that you fixed your comp....tweaking can be dangerous...
hope you have fun getting blitzed on your b-day... and who knows. while your out you may find someone to make the sadness go away... at least for a little while anyway...
carpe noctum...
i'm happy that you fixed your comp....tweaking can be dangerous...
hope you have fun getting blitzed on your b-day... and who knows. while your out you may find someone to make the sadness go away... at least for a little while anyway...
carpe noctum...
Psychosis
by the way, did I wish you a
HHAAAPPPYY BBIIRRTTHHDDAAYY
[Edited on Feb 06, 2005 10:49AM]